Saturday, September 05, 2009
Don't know why, I wake up today and feel kinda bottled up inside. (Don't doubt on me, I really don't know why) Maybe I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, but I remembered very well that I woke up on the same side. Haha, you must be feeling puzzled why I can still joke. Beats me, I have no idea myself.
Woke up early and headed out of house at 7.45am to Civic Centre to draw out money for my Taiwan trip (need to do some currency exchange soon before the exchange rate goes up) and also pay my car road tax and phone bills. The queue at the bank was killing me. I consider myself reaching the place rather early and wow, the queue was long. No choice, i have to make my way to queue as my money in that account can only be drawn out via the bank teller.
After drawing out the money and transferring it back to my personal account, I went to draw money for my parents (their salary is out early this month as I received mine early too). Luckily the queue at SingPost isn't that long but the wait is still rather lengthy. paid for my roadtax and my dad's phone bill before I headed to NTUC to get some groceries for my food cupboard.
While on my way driving to office, I kinda started to tear. Yes! I teared while I drive,when I was at SLE. Maybe is the song that I am listening to. (but the wierd thing is that the song I have listen to million of times already and no matter how sad I was, I won't cry even if I force myself to, but today the tears just roll down my cheek, uncontrollable)
The tears keep rolling down my cheek and I can't reach my car's tissue as I put it at my car's rear seat. Damn! I tried to stop the tear from dropping down and succeeded for a while. But it came rolling down again when I was half way at TPE. Shit man! What am I doing? Why my tears keep rolling down?
Out of a sudden, I felt like driving straight to the beach and really relax myself (I don't want to give the fake smile) but decided I should still perform my job and be back into the office to complete whatever task I have for the day.
I hate this feeling man. It's not been happening to me for like ages. The last time I had such feeling was back in 2004 when my that time boyfriend broke off with me and I was down for like a week. After so long, it relapse again. Argh~ I hate this feeling.
love goes around | 1:18 PM