Thursday, June 28, 2007
Yohoo!! It's a long long time since I last blog, I bet you people must have missed my entries, my life entries.
Anyway, have no much idea where I should blog from already (lost track la).
Guess what?? I am blogging on the bus while travelling back home. Darn!! I took the wrong bus and I regretted la. This bus trip is super long and I simple can reach home before 10.30pm, but with this bus trip, I can't. IDIOT! I have no idea where I am now. Sigh.
Anyway, I have been super super busy lately. My job and task is pilling up and I have more and more quotations to do. Does that mean that I am going to have more commission this month?? Doesn't seems so, because there's not many sales, being that I have generated so many quotes. Well, it's time for me to chase and follow up with my clinets already.
Gary!!! I need you!!! Fast the come back from reservist. If not I'm be drained off. Haha.
Tomorrow will be a hectic day for me. I will be having the 2nd round of D-Link training in the mornibg and Internet Marketing Seminar in the afternoon, and evening time field trip to Art Museum. Whole day moving around. How I hope I have a car to drive man. ANYONE WANT TO SPONSOR ME A CAR TO DRIVE?? Hahaha.
Finally reach Tiong Bahru Plaza, meaning my home is not too far already. Yeah!!
Well, yesterday I just agreed with the main band that I'll be helping out as Stage Manager for their upcoming performance. Was still thinking did I make the right choice. Nonetheless, I still agreed, and will be working in hands with Jordan. Wish me luck. May the concert be a successful one.
Now staying at my grandpa house, life have kinda changed a bit. I'll have to be much more independent now. Got to wash all my clothes myself and do everything myself. But of course freedom of doing things have increase. But I still miss my own bed. Sigh. I miss my piggies at home, although I brought one to my grandpa house.
Just to show off about the view at my grandpa house, it's super good. It's like you can see when is the club pack, and when not. Yesterday was Wednesday and at Zouk is Mambo Night (Ladies Night). Seriously, the who place was packed. You can see the open ground filled with vehicles in less than an hour between 10.30 to 11pm. No idea why people want to drive to club. Anyway, from my room, I can clearly see the queue from the entrance of Zouk, as well as the queue of the cars to the parking lots. It was definitely a lot of people. And compared to yesterday, to day was a whole lot quieter. Looking at the car park itself can tell the difference. So I believe today's music is kinda not too nice for dancing? Haha.
Well well, think I better get going to continue with the last part of my project before my partner kill me for emailing her late. After this Sat, I'll at least be a bit more relaxed. Definitely! This new module "Arts and our World" was a totally relaxing module to take. Relax your brain and think about the arts, painting and all. Enjoyable module. How I hope that all modules are like that, probably I'm really a person who likes art than any other academical modules. Hmm..
Think I shall stop here. Will continue again when time permits. Take care folks.
love goes around | 10:24 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
Hi everybody! Miss my entry? I'm utterly sorry for the late late entry and the MIA-ing. SORRY PEOPLE! SORRY SUPPORTERS!
Partly because of my busy schedule, I think I am feeling kinda insecure recently, in everything. Study and work is getting over me and I think I'm going crazy very soon. Everything just come running to me. Work getting more and more, piling up and covering me. Actually I am feeling quite stressed up at work, I don't know if I can handle the stress that I am having now. The stress is driving me nuts la. Getting more and more stressful now.
Project dateline drawing near and I have yet enough time for it. Everyday have been so tired for me. Want to do it at night after work but every time work till so late and when I reach home, I amd all drained out and knock out after my dinner, even on the sofa at the living (before having my shower).
Attendance for the alumni band is getting from bad to worse and I'm really getting very upset and disappointed about it. I agree with Andy Koh that we should have a meeting soon to settle all the problems we have and also to plan for the band's future. But when can I find time for that? I am starting to suspect my ability in controlling and getting the charge for the band. I feel like I am no longer capable in being the president of the band anymore. I really need, really really need help from people, need help from my commitee to make the band happen, to ask more people back for practice.
I have no idea what have gotten over me. Recently I'm getting very insecure. Probably due to the stress I have recently, I kinda feel of having love. I don't think I'm lacking love, but I don't know why I have this feeling, this urge in falling in love. Although I don't want to make any decision on impluse and all, but sometimes I really feel like getting into a relationship, at least there's someone who will support me, someone will lend me a shoulder to lie on, someone who care and concern me about me whenever I felt like dooms day is around.
Thinking through, I am a person who need a lot of love. I know I don't seems to be a kind, but I am that kind. I just need someone to love me, dote on me, care about me, concern about me, yet I don't want to take all those for granted and accept just anyone because I can take loneliness. This is not fair for the other party. I'm sorry for those that I've rejected so far, but I just didn't want to accept for the sake of it, and in the end hurt you even more.
Maybe it's time for me to find a fling. Haha. No commitment, no true love, just there for each other went needed. Not too bad also. Well, well.. I'm getting crazy, over the word "LOVE". Utterly crazy. Argh. My heart is so empty, waiting for someone to fill it up, but just who is suitable to fill it all up?
I'm wondering.....
love goes around | 12:21 AM
Monday, June 11, 2007
I'm in love with him, no idea why is he so charming in this MV. Probably is because of the simplicity of the MV plus the image of him is so clean and simple.
Seldom see his hair, and finally his hair is visible, which shows that he is even more charming with his hair on. Haha.
Enjoy this song, it's a super nice song, but I always got distracted while watching the MV, always got attarcted to him therefore cannot concentrate. Haha.
Sorry guys if you are waiting for my updates of the week. I still doesn't have the time to update my blog as yet. Have been very busy lately with everything, especially work. The setting up of the new showroom is keeping me too busy to even blog when I return home. Plus I have to complete my project research for my module and more appointments lining up along the week, I think probably I'll be able to update like next week?
Sorry guys. Meanwile, enjoy the MV and please accept that as my apologies. I have a lot of pictures with me which I have yet got the time to upload here to share, but I promise, I will upload it once I have the time.
Knowing a lot of people getting sick nowadays due to the fluctuation of the weather. Take great care and drink more water daily to prevent yourself from getting sick. That goes to me too. Haha. Take care pals.
love goes around | 1:09 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
Hi all music lovers and concert supporters. There some concert coming up this week (a pretty busy week for all music performers) but nevertheless, do go and support them if you are free. It's for you to choose which one you want to attend.
Please find below for the information.
Singapore Wind Symphony Youth
~presents~
Youth Winds in Concert II
Saturday (9th June 2007)
7.00pm @ Lee Foundation Theatre, School of Performing Arts (NAFA)
Ticket Charge: S$10
Conductor: Mr. Tan Aik Koon
Repertiore:
- Symphony No. 1 - Earth
- Hymn to the Infinite Sky
- Scootin' on HardRock
- Sevens
- Pirate's Dream
- and so on...
NEXT.......
The Philharmonic Winds
~presents~
Behind Wooden Bars
Saturday (9th June 2007)
7.30pm @ Esplanade Concert Hall
Ticket Charges: S$12, S$15, S$18, S$25 (exclude SISTIC charges)
Conductor: John Boyd, Goh Toh Chai
Guest Player (on the Marimba): Kevin Bobo
Repertiore:
- Masque
- Symphony on Themes of John Philip Sousa
- Les Trois Notes du Japan
- Concerto for Marimba and Wind Emsemble
- Dicertimento for Symphonic Winds and Percussion
Do Contact me via sms (for those who have my mobile number) or
email me at nyp.alumniwinds@gmail.com for
tickets. Please indicate the number of tickets you need. For Philwind's concert,
please also indicate the price that you are interested. A deposit is needed
after a confirmation email or sms sent to you, so please check your mobile and
email regularly for updates.
love goes around | 12:12 PM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
This whole week was a darn busy week for me. I have so many things to do, to cope, to settle, and to prepare.
Beginning of this week, my office manager went for her annual leave, therefore I have to help her take charge of the office doings. Frankly, I don't really like to control people (as in I'm not capable of). I always give people freedom to do whatever things they want, as long as they don't me into trouble and don't make things worst, I'm fine. Maybe that's my character, I like people to have the freedom and space to do things they want.
Sadly, I have to help my office manager look after the office, and I believe when she's back thet whole office will seems quite messy to her. Hope I never give her any headache.
Thursday was Vesak Day and I had to go for my project meeting. Yes, my school project discussion on a Holiday, which I should be staying home sleeping till noon. Sigh, what to do? I have no much time for myself to do project discussion with my partner.
Anyone have any information about the country "Cambodia" can let me know. You may email me the link or information via email xiaohei.asirt@gmail.com. If not, you all may tag me with the link consisting the info under my tagboard.
I'm getting quite depressed with the attendance of the alumni band. I really don't know what I should do to ask people to come back for practice. I am trying my best to inform the main people every week already, all I hope is to see more people during practice at Alumni Band. Eevery one of you just do a small part and come for band practice as far as possible, and it's only 3 hours, with every single people's effort, I believe the attendance will be better.
That aside, the programs after band was the happening part. Hee. Almost the whole gang of alumni went for dinner and KTV. Yes!! We went for KTV (total people who went are 10). We got the big room at International Building with the wireless mic, and those props. SO FUN!! The best part is ShiTing's singing. Wow!! I can tell you, she is pro loh. Darn good in singing, especially Byonce's Listen. Her vocal sonic man. I'll give her a vote for the next Singapore Idol. Haha. If I can nominate her, I'll definately do so. Haha. All of you must ask Shi Ting for KTV in future, definitely a good company. Haha.
Just went for an audition at MediaCorp just now. Outcome not too good. From the point I step in to the audition room, I get so nervous till my mind went blank, and forget everything from the script. I think I perform quite badly and I have the gut feeling that I won't get in. Pray hard that I'll get calls. Haha.
Alright, I'll have to go for my bed already. Tomorrow will be another long day.
Take care pals while I blog again.
love goes around | 10:57 PM
