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Wednesday, July 29, 2009


I was packing my things in office and in my mind was thinking of ringing up Karen and check out where she is coz thinking of asking her out for a short chat and quick dinner. Just as I was thinking, I saw this familiar name on my cell and it's her. Wow~ What a coincidence. And what's more, I was thinking of going to Bishan and then she mention Bishan too. Haha. Everything just come like this, and within seconds, we decided to meet at Bishan.

Reached Bishan after about 10 minutes and headed to Citibank to bank in some money. After that headed to Charles & Keith to look for Karen. After she got her shoe for tomorrow's event, we headed to Popular to get more of the stationery for my office. Thereafter, headed to Pastamania for our dinner (as usual).

After meal, we sat for a while more and talked about what had happened to us for the pass few weeks. Soon after, we left the restuarant (coz they are starting to clean up) and I headed back north (wash my car then send her back).

While talking about each other's situation along the week, suddenly realise that we kinda have similar experience. Thinking back, am I too generous? Am I too softhearted? I know I can be easily hurt (young boss knows too) but sometimes some things just can't help it.

Should I be demanding? So what if I demand? What will others think? What will she think? I don't want to destroy any good things, but it's rather obvious that everything is not really favouring me. But what can i do? What can we do?

Feeling kinda vexed. Whated to pour out everything inside me, but it seems like it's so so difficult to express how I feel, and express what is bothering me. I think I need a break. Taiwan trip, please come sooner, I want to leave this place and get away from this place, let down my hair, and relax. It's been such a long time since I last had an enjoyable and stress free, work free day.

“怎么会开始对你有了感觉 深陷朋友恋人之间的危险 你和我 拥抱瞬间 不后悔 这暧昧 星光唯美 把爱放心里面 其实我好害怕会失去你的感觉”



love goes around | 11:15 PM


Tuesday, July 28, 2009


It's the most UNLUCKY day of my life today I swear. Everything that happens really spoil my wonderful Tuesday.

Early in the morning, while I was heading to office after getting my Straits Times, I got hit by a motorbike. While I was trying to turn left out to Woodlands Avenue 12, I stop by the slip road as a lorry is coming in my way. When I started to accelerate, I heard a bang sound, and hence look over my left shoulder to see what's wrong. Well, my car got hit by a big (there was this couple on the bike on that time).

I stopped by the road side further down in order not to block the left turning traffic and get off my car to check out of the bike rider is fine (his expression seems like he's injured). After several asking, he said he is fine, just that he hit his leg onto the peddle which caused him a great pain. After that i look at my car and didn't realise anything wrong.

After driving off, I felt my car isn't performing normally. First, it is going at a speed acceptionally slow even after I stepped on the accelerator paddle for like rather hard. And also, the vehicle tends to move towards my right rather than going straight. I was listening to my radio songs, which I switch on quite loudly, but was rather affected by a noise that comes off from the back of my car. Hence, I decided to stop along the road on TPE, somewhere between Seng Kang East Road and Punggol Way, and got off to check on my tyre. And sadly, my tyre got a cut and it's punctured badly. I immediately call the office to tell Alicia that I'll be very late my tyre puncture and she was so generous to get someone to come and save me. Thanks to Mr. Tiong for helping out in changing the tyre (the spare tyre doesn't fit to my car, don't know) and volunteer to drive my car back to office for me with the unfitted tyre. Without him, I think I'll die along TPE la.

Apologies to all for the inconvenience caused and the delay for any appointments. But still, I appreciate all the help after all, especially Mr. Tiong. Thanks bro~

Later on, Jun Hong gave me a call saying that he hit is rear glass and the whole glass panel crack. Seriously, I think we both were damn unlucky today. 破财消灾 is the chinese word to describe our experience. We are going to buy 4D big time and try to win back our loses.

Changed my tyre (all 4 of them.. since they are wearing out I just change all), and it cost me S$ 400.00 man. Think next month I will eat grass already. Do supply me more grass for the month of August. And I need to save up for my Taiwan trip lo. Wah~~ Jialat man.. Grass grass, come to me.


love goes around | 11:11 PM


Sunday, July 26, 2009


It's Sunday and I am in office. Yes, your eyes didn't play trick on you, I'm really in office. Realise something is not done and need it to be done by Monday morning so I headed back to office to do it today. Well, since today is Sunday and no much people will disturb in do work, I thought it's a great environment to do my stuff here.

However, once I reached office, I started cleaning my area as I find it really dusty. So, before I turn on my lappy, I took a damp cloth and wipe my table up and now, WOHOO~ it's super clean.

Sitting in front of my lappy now and initially I should be starting on my work now so that I can go Courts Megastore later, but I was hooked onto this new song by Joey 容祖儿, song called 《这就是爱吗》. i thought this so was so nice and meaningful. Kinda reflecting on something so real life.

Below is the lyrics of the song and also the video clip of a live performance by Joey at Hong Kong (she's pretty can?)

容祖儿 - 这就是爱吗

作词:王雅君 林秋离 作曲:林俊杰

你确定这就是爱吗 真的爱我吗
手牵著手漫步斜阳 就当作浪漫
两个人眺望远方 以为爱的晴朗
当我回头望 却 已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光 当爱情换了方向
你一如过往 对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量

我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有 你总学不会放手
我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱
你猜不透 我要什麼


两个人眺望远方 以为爱的晴朗
当我回头望 却 已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光 当爱情换了方向
你一如过往 对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量

我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有 你总学不会放手
我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱
你猜不透 我要什麼

我不怕你 爱不爱我
只害怕你 以为爱我
抓紧我 不算拥有 你总学不会放手
我不怕你 不懂爱我
只怕你 把习惯 当作爱
你猜不透 我要什麼
喔 你猜不透 我要什麼



Oh ya, did I missed out talking about our NYPWO's achievement in WMC?? I think so. They got the first prize in first division. CONGRATUALTIONS... The got a total points of 83.67, although lower than what we've got 4 years ago, but I believe with this results, if they were to go for 2nd division, they should be able to get something like 90 over points.

GREAT JOB DONE MY BELOVED JUNIORS... Now it's time to PLAY!!!

Well, I understand some of the players might be disappointed with the points they got as many may feel they can do better, but in a competition, everyone will have this thinking, thinking that they will be able to do better (I did too 4 years ago). But like I always say, nothing is perfect. As long as you put in the effort, did your best, then you have nothing to be shame of. So, if all of you put in the 100% effort and did your 100% job well, then why care about what others say???

You guys did NYPWO proud once again. Let's continue the fame and make sure 4 years later our future juniors will do better..

Alrighty, time for me to get back to my work already. Ganbate ~


love goes around | 4:31 PM


Saturday, July 25, 2009


It's my Saturday off today. However, I realise that I have some things not done, that is prepare the things to deliver to home-fix and asked Vincent to come office to collect them. Argh~~ Think I'll have to go back to office to pack some stuff tomorrow and prepare them for Monday so that I can arrange people to come and collect on Monday.

Whatever it is, today is my rest day, hence I should enjoy all I can. Sleep till around 10.30am when my friend called me up and ask me to go out for brunch with "il". After getting off bed and washing up, went to meet "il" and headed to Icon Village for Sushi meal. After sitting there and slowly eating our brunch for like 2 hours, we headed to Sentosa for the natural beauty enjoyment.

We walked from Siloso Point all the way to Palawan Beach (a long walk indeed). Stopping along the way to enjoy the sea breeze and the great sun, watching people play Volleyball (my favourite & hand started to get itchy.. argh~).

Saw my colleague (Mr. Ray Ong) with a group of female and children at Palawan Beach (didn't call out his name coz am rushing) and sms-ed him to check out. Haha. It's a small world after all.

Left Sentosa at around 6pm and headed home since my friend has something on at home and needs to be home. After washing up, I headed to the nearby grocery shop to get my shampoo and conditioner as my existing ones are all gone (I finished them up). Haha. As I was shopping for my groceries, I headed to the bakery shop to get a piece of pancake to fill my stomach and of course not forgetting my favourite Bubble Milk Tea. Haha. Long long time didn't drink already. While chatting with my parent at home, my mum mentioned that the Dr. Joint Pain cream is very effective and after using it, her hand is not as pain as before, hence I went to Guardian to get one tube for her, so that she don't need to save up on my sample package (which I brought back from the Run last week) and she can use it as and when she needs. Well, although it's a bit expensive (S$18 per tube), but I think it's all worth while since it can make my mum's hand less pain so that she suffer less. Mummy, as long as it's good and cure, price doesn't matter so don't worry about me not having enough money ya? You and dad are always the most important to me (although I don't say and express doesn't me I don't care).

Thereafter headed to Sembawang Road Caltex for a car wash (my car is super damn dirty can?). It's my luck that there isn't many people lining up for a wash today, hence I got my baby washed quite fast. While my baby exterior is been washed, I clean my baby's interior too. Now, my baby is so clean and fresh, and I'm so happy now. Haha.

Will be doing on my design for my colleague Eric's flyer soon. Need to get it done asap so that it's not behind plan.

What's tomorrow plan?? Hmm.. Will go for a hair trim (it's tangling too easily and my fringe is too long). After that think I'll be making a trip back to office to pack some stuff for Monday's delivery and then head to Courts Megastore to check out on the hi-fi system as I saw it from the catalogue that a Sony hi-fi system is selling at S$ 349, which I think the price is rather reasonable. Think I'll check it out tomorrow.

Think it's time for me to get started with my flyer design. If not tomorrow's plan will be ruin by myself AGAIN. Haha.

Have a great weekend ahead!!!


love goes around | 11:03 PM


Wednesday, July 22, 2009


Wohoo.. It's the middle of the week already.. How time flies.. Making me seems like I didn't do much things and its the end of a day again..

Anyway, for the past 2 days, I've been suffering from muscle ache after the 10K Shape Run that I've participated on Sunday morning.. No idea if the gals experience the same thing as well but I thought once in a while, ok one la.. Haha..

I will be having my monthly Saturday off this week.. Yippie.. Haha.. Finally I can sleep late into the day lo.. Haha.. But guess I wont as my body biological closk will sound off around 8am.. Anyway, better than nothing la.. At least can sleep and wake up later..

The day before will be meeting up with my radio course friends for dinner, ktv session and catch up at town.. believe it will be yet another talk cock session.. Haha.. ;)


love goes around | 7:30 PM


Monday, July 20, 2009


Yesterday night after resting a while at home, I headed out to the Airport after picking up my friend, Karen to send of my juniors to WMC at Holland, Kekerade. I miss that place a lot, and is really great memories to me. :( Anyway, I'm not going in the end coz I'm not asked to help out (too many bass clarinetist) and also don't think the feeling will be the same as 4 years ago.

Anyway, went there and gave the junior "suprise" just before the fly off o the 13 hour flight. This year they are taking KLM to Holland (straight flight), which makes me feel that our batch was so much more fortunate as we get the opportunity to take the SQ for all our trips overseas.

Whatever it is still hope that they can get 1st Prize for the competition. All the best NYPSO!!! Get going and stay bonded my juniors...

Reached Terminal 1 at around 8 plus and loiter there for like around 1 hours before we headed to have our Popeye and yes, its the first and last time I'll be having Popeye at Terminal 1 because everything just run OUT OF STOCK and the chicken is CMI. I'm so disappointed.

Anyway, took some pictures of the old flip board flight information board (think going to be an anthenic very soon) and also the night's view of the communication tower.





This morning, while I was on my way driving to work, I saw this incident which I think Singaporeans are really full of uncourtesy. Why did I say so? I was along Airport Road waiting to turn into a small road that heads to my office, and stop by at the busstop area. There was a yellow cross box just infront of me that stretch to the next road. I stopped behind the yellow box as it's supposed to allow the bus to come out. The lane that was just beside me was rather clear of vehicles.



The bus then came driving out from the bus bay, and intended to take slip into the lane on my right. First came a City Cab which drive through the yellow box without fear. Next came a Silver Honda which came driving as well, without giving way to the bus at all.



I thought everyone are taught and asked to give way to the bus? Why no one is doing it? Why can't they just stop for a while and allow the bus to go out and drive off first? It won't take them more than around 30 seconds to do that.



I just don't understand where have all the road courtesy went to? Can all drivers think of others a bit more?


love goes around | 6:14 PM


Sunday, July 19, 2009


Finished my Shape Run 10KM run in 1 hours 29 minutes today. So far so good, and I managed to keep to my goal of finishing the race in one and a half hours. Haha. Today's run doesn't seem as shack as before when I was running for the Great Eastern 10KM. Is it that my stamina became better? Or because the route is easier to run? I have no idea myself but whatever it is, I have finished the race in the designated time I gave myself and I am happy with the result.

This morning I went to pick up the gals at 6am. Along the way, I pick up some bites from the Mc along Yishun Chong Pang area before I get Jac and Karen. Reached Marina Square at around 6.45am and walked over to Millenia Walk to deposit our baggage. I think this is the first time I started running on time. (normally I am late.. haha) There are so many people there which we had difficulties making our way out to the running track. But anyway, we've made it still.

After the run, we went over to collect our own deposited baggage andthen collect our runner's kit from the booth. After all the collection, we headed to the outside standing board there to take pictures. Below are some of the pictures that I've took using my camera while listening to the street music.

My Running Kahkis - Karen, Jac, Charlene & Me


Karen & Me while Queuing for Runner's Kit Collection


Me & Karen in front of the Event Standing Board

Myself in front of the Event Standing Board


After changing at Marina Square, Me and Karen headed to Raffles City, having the intention to have soup spoon for our brunch. We reached there realising that the original Soup Spoon shop is closed for renovation. Me and Karen we like stunted for a while and started to look for alternatives.

As both of us wanted to have soup spoon for our brunch, I look through my phone for the nearest soup spoon and headed to Bugis for the soupelicious treat. Wahaha.

I had my Beef Goulash as usual and Karen had her grande Meatless Minestrone. I also ordered the spicy wedges as their wedges is superly delicious. Yummy!! I can still feel the enjoyment loh. Sat at Soup Spoon and chit chat for a while before we headed to walked around Bugis since both of us didn't go there for quite some time already.

As I was having my soup, i saw a nice light box at the corner of my eyes and started to take pictures. While walking along the pathway of the shops, I saw more of the similar light box and took more pictures. I like the concept so much. Haha. Well, walked around and bought a pair of sandals shoes at S$18.90 at Mtiju. Nice nice, and finally I have a new standals as my last sandals is spoiled 2 weeks ago.


love goes around | 3:45 PM


Saturday, July 18, 2009


Some random pictures that I promised to upload once blogger's uploader problem is up.

Attached below are the pictures.

Studio Shot "Angel Outfit"

Studio Shot "80's Rock Star Outfit"

Mosaic done by my Image Stylist - Shawn


While waiting for our turn for Recording during my Chinese Radio DJ Course


Inside the recording studio - Me & my partner Abby


Behind the Recording microphone preparing for the recording to start


Bukoh Mary (one of our lecturer) & myself with the Certificate & Recording CD


Group Picture of my Classmate for the 5 Days Chinese Radio DJ Course


Myself & SMA Logo..


Candid Shot by my friend - Abby


Some camwhores with classmates after class on the last day



Myself with the grafitti outside SMA Receptionist Area



My Chinese Radio DJ Course Certificate & Course Folder


My new purse which I wanted to get months ago


love goes around | 11:05 PM




Went for my body checkup yesterday and am glad that doctor say I am perfectly fine as of now. I have agreed to go for my blood count test and hence had 2 tubes of blood drawn out from my body yesterday.

I have to go back to TTSH to visit the doctor two months later to further analyse on my blood count test (if nothing much happens). Should there be anything abnormal to the blood count test, my doctor will ask me to go for the check up earlier. But from what the doctor see from the various blood pressure test and ECG test, she don't see anything wrong with my body hence she mention shouldn't be a problem.

What I need to do is to drink more water to hydrate myself as female naturally have lower blood pressure than guys and hence need more water to hydrate ourselves.

Thank for all the concern from my colleagues and friends. And PLEASE DO NOT treat me like a sick person as I do not like people treating me like I am a weak person who cannot engage into exercise that I normally done. Please treat me as per normal, alright?

Had my lunch at the Equinox at The Stamford with my boss and colleagues. Well, I can't deny that the environment is good, or rather very good and the embience is cool. However, I realise I am not a person who is suitable for fine dining. Not many of the food suits my taste. Well, I'm not up to that level la. Haha.

Anyway, I took a few snapshot of the bird eyeview of Singapore CBD while waiting for our table to be set up and the pictures are attached below.


love goes around | 10:36 PM


Thursday, July 16, 2009


Hello everyone, I'm back!! After about a week not blogging as I am rather busy during the beginning of the week, I didn't manage to come online to blog.

Tomorrow will be my body checkup at TTSH and I am rather scared about it and I have no idea why. This has also indirectly affect my mood today. All I pray is that I am all well and that the black out was just something that will happen once in a blue moon.



Recently I just went to signed up various runs that are held throughout the year.

Coming Sunday will be one of the 10K run that I will be participating, known as the Shape Run. Well, it's a women only run, so guys are out! Haha. Will challenge myself at this Sunday's run and tries to aim at completing the whole run in 1.5 hours or less. Will be running together with my girlfriends (Karen & Jacqueline) as usual and what's more, I manage to get them to run the 10K with me (they normally run the 5K). Have accompaniment this year. Hurray!!!


A month later I will be participating in another 10K run. It's known as the the "Yellow Ribbon Prison Run". Best of all, this run is open for both male and female, so anyone who wants to challenge themselves can participate in this. (FYI, early bird registeration will ends on coming Friday 17 July 09, for those who are interested, you still stand a chance to get a number bid at a discounted early bird price) I will be going for this run as well, which will be held on the 6 September 2009. What I like about this run is you will get the opportunity to run through Changi Prison and understand history about it. (not many run have such great experience) I managed to get a few of my guy friends (Ryan, Zhongxi & Tommy) to participate in this run together with me. (my girlfriends all not interested in this run.. sad sad) I never run with these guys before so I have no idea how fast they will be running, but anyway I hope that this run will be a fruitful run for me too. Aim for this run that I have set for myself will be around 1 hour 15 minutes. Anyone who wants to join in the fun and run together, remember to go to http://www.yellowribbonprisonrun.sg/ to register now!


Women 10K Run 09 is here again. As I am the regular for this event, I have got an email blast on the promotion code for regular and also an email informing me on the return of the Women 10K Run. Well, of course, I registered for this run as well, which will be held on 1 November 2009 at the Padang area. As usual, I signed up for the 10K run, and my regular running kahkis (Karen & Jacqueline) is accompany me for the 10K run this year too. Hurray x 2!!! Haha. Aim for this run will stay stagnant at 1 hour 15 minutes, hope I can finish the run by that as last year I finished the run in 1 hour 37 minutes. As this event is open for women only, women who read this and will be interested can check out their official website for more information at http://www.women10k.com/.



Stay healthy while you can and there is no harm keeping fit, which will prolong your live and make you feel lively. Hee.


love goes around | 10:44 PM


Wednesday, July 15, 2009


After the itinerary discussion with my Taiwan Trip kahkis (Xiuhui, Tommy, Zhongxi & Zisheng) two Saturdays ago, we have decided on our accomodation hotel at Shi Shih Hotel, located two stops away from Xi Meng Ding.

Our accomodation is confirmed on Monday (thanks to Xiuhui for paying the deposit on behalf of all of us) and we will be staying there for the whole journey of 6 nights. Wohoo~~~

i can forsee that the trip will be a whole lot of fun loh, with the crazy people around (plus a crazy gal like me). Haha.

Total that we paid for the airfare and accomodation is near to S$ 500.oo only. Cheap right? Wahaha. Finally I get a chance to go Taiwan after many people tell me about how fun and enjoyable that place is.

Xiu was so excited that she smsed me on Monday informing us on the confirmation of the hotel accomodation, at the same time counting down to our Taiwan Trip. it's 77 days to the trip (on Monday that she smsed was 79 days to our trip).

Thinking back, i'm kinda excited too. Hee.


love goes around | 11:29 PM


Sunday, July 12, 2009


Don't know why recently I am having a very bad memory, I tend to forget things easily.

No idea is it caused by the faint last Monday that I might have hit my head which may be the cause. Anyway, the side of my head (just above my ear) still aches when I touch it, or rather when I am pressing it. Everytime I press, I will have an unbearable pain at my forehead, which can makes me feel like I forget everything under the sun. I have no idea why it's like that, maybe I should ask the doctor on Friday.

After the fall, I tend to have phobia when I am walking and go down the stairs. I tend to fall down very easily, or rather get inbalance very easily. No idea why. I hope this is just a phase of life and nothing serious. And of course, I refuse to accept anything will happen to me (since I am a healthy and strong gal).

Maybe due to this, my mood has been rather foul and getting a mood swing easily. I just don't feel good all day long. Maybe I'm too bored at home that's why, and I hope that is the only reason.

Well, frankly speaking as the day I need to go TTSH for checkup is coming, I gets very tense and tied up (maybe I'm scared my body is failing on me).

God please bless me. In my whole life, I didn't do anything bad and hope I will be able to live my life happy and of course.. LONG LIFE TRISA.. Hahaha..


love goes around | 7:05 PM


Saturday, July 11, 2009


Me and Karen missed the fireworks just now at Marina Square.

As today is one of the NDP Rehearsal daym and also NDP Preview day, there was firework at the location, and of course at Marina Square will be a very good view of the fireworks. But sadly, when I and Karen was in the washroom, we heard the sound of the fireworks while queuing for the cubicals and when we headed out to try our luck in viewing the fireworks, it's gone. Everything has finished.

Sad.. Sad..

What's more? It's raining cats and dogs outside and to my surprise, the fireworks can still proceed.

Well, while driving out heading to the museum initially, the rain was that heavy that I can hardly see the round in front of me. This is rather the first time I drive in such condition at night. Dangerous.

Half way along the way to the museum, Karen's sister called and said that there isn't much things to view at the carnival and we decided not to go there since it's raining cats and dogs and the marquee is like dripping due to the heavy rain (which caused a big crowd in there).

Headed home and chat with my dear friend about some personal stuff before alighting her at her house. And of course, I borrowed her one of my favourite CD, that is Z Chen's "The Key of Love" album which I think was a great and nice album.

So here I am online blogging as I reached home early. Tomorrow will be another boring day at home since I can't go for my facial course tomorrow due to my injured chin, maybe I shall continue with my design for the marketing brochure tomorrow.

For those who have appointment and date, enjoy your appointment and date to the fullest.


love goes around | 10:19 PM




Wow.. First time blogging from my smart phone.. Thanks to Ray for the help in setting the email for mt phone so that I can retrieve email on the go..

While waiting for my dear Karen, I explore the phone and realise there are rather a lot of functions in here. However, the alphabet keys are far too small.. I keep pressing the wrong key..

Anyway, after picking up my dear Karen, we are heading to Marina Square to collect our Shape Run tee and our running number bid. After which we will head for our meal and probably to the museum as Karen mention that there is a Night of the Museum carnival there which have flea market and other stuff to explore..

After so long, and today is the first day that I took of my bandage from my wound, hope that everything will goes on fine..


love goes around | 5:25 PM


Thursday, July 09, 2009


Had a super bad mood today. I have no idea what causes the bad mood that I have today, but I knew it was coming.

First thing in the morning, i felt that I don't have the mood to do anything. I am not too sure whether if it's caused by the new mobile phone that I was given the day before.

I tried my very best to get my mood on track again along the way to office but to no avail. When I reached office, people started asking me about the phone and triggers my foul mood. I might be too sensitive but I can't help it.

Maybe I felt that I'm so useless as i can't get the phone working after a night of trying. I thought, how gadget non-savvy I am.

Later on my young boss came asking me whether my phone can be used or not. Which again trigger my bad mood. I told him I don't fancy the phone and don't feel like using it (and it's the truth, the phone is so difficult to us, the key is so tiny that I can hardly press a message easily).

Later on, I can feel that my young boss mood getting foul as well. I sense it coming (maybe I'm the cause as I keep rejecting the good treatment of him giving me a smart phone). But well, I don't think I am to be blame as those who knows we knows that I hate such gadget, and I didn't want to eat into my free time.

Anyway, after that me and my boss discussed about the flyer design and after that I tried to do design for our new flyer. I don't think I have too far of a progress for the design as I don't have the mood to do it (at all) and also my ideas are not coming in.

Whatever it is, I just don't feel right. Think I have wake up on the wrong side of the bed this morning. Initially wanted to find someone to go out relax and chill out with me but then, I need to run arrands after work to get my sales person's namecard which they needed tomorrow for their flyer distribution, so I didn't attempt to ask anyone out. Anyway, I don't want to affect other with my mood too, so I give up on the idea of asking people out.

Hope that my mood will be a lot better tomorrow and I can finish up all my designs tomorrow.

Had dinner with my buddy yesterday night at Tampines after accompanying him to Challenger to buy the laptop cover protector. Talk a lot with him about work and other, and well, as I understand and know him so much, what he is thinking I can all predict and of course give him a my penny of advise.

After sending him home I headed home and started doing on my phone and gave up after poundering on the phone for like 1 to 2 hours. All because of the phone, I sleep at 1.30am the night before.

Well, hope all this does not link to the foul mood I'm having today.

Felt a sudden pain on my left head, just a distance above my ear. I feel this unbearable pain whenever I press it. I suspect I bang my head onto something when I fall on Monday. Now, whenever I press it I felt the pain, and it will link to my head being pain as well. But I know if I don't rub it and make the pain subside, the pain will stay there for longer. What I'm more scared of is blood clot. Anyway, think won't be that serious.

I will be going to Tan Tock Seng Hospital next Friday morning to do a thorough body checkup. Will have everything checked once and for all. However, I still hope that everything will be fine.

Soon it's time to turn in, once again thanks for all the concern that all my friends gave to me. I am so honoured to have friends like you all.


love goes around | 11:09 PM


Tuesday, July 07, 2009


I went back to work this morning after the incident yesterday. Woke up exceptionally early this morning and wash up before I changed to go for my work.

Just before i headed to office, I went over to the clinic to change my dressing at my wound area as it was full of blood sign, which I thought was rather ugly. And also would like to let the doctor diagnose again and see if the wound is closed already or not.

As I wanted to go polyclinic to clean and change my wound dressing, my young boss called and asked me to go to a normal clinic for a check up (his opinion is that normal clinic might be better than polyclinic). Well, anyway I seek his advice and went to the nearby private clinic to check out on my wound.

Luckily, after the doctor see my wound, he say the wound is not gapping and it should be recovered very soon. Hence, the next question I ask him is whether it will leave a scare, but sadly he is not able to justify it as the result now is not that visible. Anyway, at least it's not on the face itself, so I'm not so worried.

Doctor asked me to take lots of fruits and drink lots of water so that the healing will be faster. He asked me not to be selfish on taking more fruits and waters. So I think I will have more fruits and try my best to drink more water everyday from now onwards.

All I wish that the wound will recover fast enough, so that at least in 2 weeks time, I can go for my 10km run without affecting the wound. Pray hard for it to happen.

Talking about running, there are more coming. After the SHAPE RUN 2 Sundays away, the Yellow Ribbon Prison Run on 6 September and Great Eastern Run on 1st November. Think I'll go for all of them and challenge myself for the 10km competitive run. I will aim that my results will improve along the way.

Anyway, turning in soon as I am trying to adjust my daily sleeping time at between 11pm to 12 midnight if possible. But I think this principle will be rather difficult to follow as I am not an eraly person. Haha.


love goes around | 10:21 PM


Monday, July 06, 2009


It's the beginning of the week and for me, it's a bad start.

I had a very unpleasant morning today, and I swear it's the worst encounter I have experienced ever since I was born.

This morning when I woke up, I went to the bathroom as usual (daily routine), intending to wash up and prepare myself for work. Just before I started my bathing, I sense something not quite right.

I felt the wierd feeling again, and a black curtain suddenly came in front of me. Before I can react, I blackout and fell flat on my face. This isn't the first time I black out in the morning, but this is definitely the first time I injured myself after the fall.

After the blackout, I fell and my chin hit onto something (I think is the pail in the bathroom). After the fall, I was still concious, hence I waited for the black curtain in front of me to wipe out before I stand. I knew that my chin hit onto something and didn't know it was a cut until I look into the mirror and realise it's bleeding very badly. To my horror, the cut was a deep one.

Telling myself to stay calm, I turn on the tap and wash my wound and of course, look into the mirror again to see how deep it was, again. Sacrily, it was that deep that I felt scared as well. Luckily, the bleeding stopped after I was the wound and clean the wound.

As I still feel fainty, I sat on the floor of the bathroom for a while more to let the fainty feel subside before I stand up again. I scared that I will fell again.

I change into my clothing and headed to the clinic for a checkup, diagnose and also dressing on my wound.

Seeking my young boss advice, I headed to the polyclinic to visit the doctor. The queue was scarily long. I waited for like 1.5 hours before it's my turn to go in to the docor. I told doctor my encounter and he finds it wierd and scary as well.

He took my blood pressure - fine. He send me to another room for ECG - fine too. So I am perfectly fine actually, but why do I blackout in the morning, no one knows.

He advised me to go to a specialist for a thorough body checkup. I agreed. Hence he gave me a referred letter to go to TTSH for a body checkup in the next few weeks.

Now, I had a bandage at my chin. The nurse at the polyclinic help me place 4 stripes of tapes on my wound area to pull my wound together and hopefully it will close the deep wound. This is used to replace stitching as I didn't want to stitch and docttor mention there is not a need to as the wound it not really bleeding very badly.

I won't be able to be pretty pretty for the next few months (sad sad). And the wound will take a few months to heal.

Now, my whole body seems like aching all over. I have no idea if it's the fall that cause my body ache or what. Both my hand muscle is aching too. I will have to turn in early today if not later tomorrow I faint again, then I think I can die already.

Thanks for all my colleague for the concern, I'm fine hence don't worry ya. :)


love goes around | 10:25 PM




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Trisa a.k.a. SaSa
15th December 1984
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Full-Time Marcomm Manager
Part-Time MDIS B.S. Student
Innotec Solutions Pte Ltd
B.S. of Arts in Mass Comm - OCU


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Entering the Media Industry
Earn More Money, Get Wealthy
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Digital Camera
Agnes B Silver Knot Design Ring
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Get Slimmer
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