Today is the day I will be travelling to Taiwan for my vacation with a few of my friends. I believe they will be a group of great companies.

However, wierd thing is until now I still don't get any excited, I have no idea why. Think I am too stressed about my work already. My mind keeps running non-stop, keep thinking I have things not done and tasks not conveyed to my colleagues, but I just can't think of any at the moment.

I only packed my luggage moments ago and finished doing up with the packing few minutes ago. Realised that my vaccum pack has gone missing and my mum claimed that she might have used it and have no idea where she puts it. Argh~~ That's my magic bag that can make things compact. And now, it's gone missing and I am left with only 1. Sad.

I know one thing that I'm sure of is I'll be missing the frame hanging in my room la. Cannot look at it every morning when I wake up anymore for 1 week. Sad. It's been a routine for me to wake up and stand in front of it and look at it as well as look at it before I sleep. Will be missing my daily routine for 1 week. :(

Will be meeting my group of friends at Changi Airport Terminal 1 tomorrow at 12nn. Ah Siak and Ah Tom is sharing cab to airport (shiok loh) and Xiu is taking cab to airport too. I presume that ZS is taking cab there too. Only me, so poor thing, taking bus to airport. But my bus should be travelling quite fast, and I sure sleep on the bus one loh. Super long time never experience sleep on bus already. Will be leaving home at around 10.30am and walk over to the next road to take bus 858 to Airport to prevent myself from reaching late.

Initially planned to meet at 11am as our flight initially takes off at 1.50pm. However, the flight is delayed for 2 hours and it only takes off at 3.05pm. So we have more time to eat, sleep and shop. Haha. Me and ZS wana go T3 to buy perfume. Haha. So must chop chop finish up our meals and chiong in to the gate. Wahaha.

Well, will be away from town for 1 week from today onwards, hope people won't miss me too much. I will try my best to update my blog when I am there (if I have the time to).

I'm still contactable via phone and email as well as MSN. So, if there's a need to contact me, you may contact me via the various channels stated above.

I'll miss you guys.

Today is the day!!! TAIWAN, HERE I COME...

People, don't miss me too much.. I will be back very soon..

Last Day before i head to Taiwan..

Final check on my lagguage to prevent myself from forgetting stuff..

Excited! Excited!

Last 2 days.. You are so near yet so far..

Wake up in the morning after a frightening dream the night before at arounf 10am plus and wash up and intended to start on with my work but am hooked onto facebook and youtube MVs. In the end, I didn't manage to even start on a single bit on my work at all. All thanks to facebook and youtube.

Headed off for my facial at Causeway Point at 2pm and after that meeting my colleagues for a KTV session at Bishan (initially). Before the session, we met to have dinner together at Kim San Leng Coffeeshop (and as usual saw my grandpa and his gang of drinking friends there and went over to say hi). The other two guys then mention they don't really feel like singing KTV as Sam don't really sing and Saw mention that if only me and him sing, we will sing until vomit. To me still ok, but I think they just feel singing inside a KTV room bored la, and also they got the feel....... the feel of drinking...

Hence, our plan goes like think after a long long discussion.....

After dinner (Hainanese Chicken Rice), we all headed back to Saw's house. I park my car at his place, and hop on to Sam's car as he will be driving us to Boat Quay (they mention don't need so many car to go there since Saw is taking Sam's car and I agreed). So, after a short wait (Saw went back home to style his hair and clear his intestines.. haha), we headed to Boat Quay, thinking of going to Shin Bar after a short game at Mind's Cafe till 8pm.

After the games at Mind's Cafe (which is around 8.15pm), we walked to Shin Bar to check out if the place is open but unfortunately it's not (Sunday a lot of pubs refuse to open coz no people). Hence we walked along the stretch of pubs along Boat Quay and ended up at Raining Pub.

have a few jars of beer, a few round of games, some singing and some talking cock before we headed home at around 1 plus 2am. When I reached home, I was a bit blur and high already (the beer takes effect already) and started to sms some funny smses to Sam. Damn. Keep laugh at my trip trip messages. Grrr~~~

Anyway, such a chill out was quite nice and relaxing. Great people to hang out with too. Haha.





Had a super bad dream last night. I thought I won't wake up alive the next day.

I slept quite early the day before (on Sat night) and thought of having a good sleep into Sunday, which is not a working day for me. But it didn't.

I had a dream of myself going for a performance. And I have no idea why in my dream I am also that tired.

I doze off in my sleep and suddenly I had this difficulties to breath. It seems like I'm having a severe block nose and the air just can't get in from my nose.

This continue for quite a while before I can breath properly again. I had the feeling of nearly dying due to lack of oxygen. I thought that's the last sleep in my whole life. The experience was a near to death experience. Luckily I can wake up from my sleep breathing properly.

Kinda have phobia sleeping now. It seems like I can die anytime. Scary. I still have so many things not done yet, don't want to die just like that.

Hope that this is the first and the last near to death experience. I can't imagine what will happen if it really releapse again. Don't even dare to think about it.

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3 days.. Taiwan, here I come..

Time to relax on myself during the trip..

After a long week of not seeing him, finally get to see him and actually talk to him. Well, the feeling isn't as awkward as I thought it will be. We just talk like a normal friend. Not too bad actually, feeling so much better. At least I know he is not avoiding me. I rather it be like this.

Stayed in office to do my work till 8 plus before I left for some groceries shopping at Causeway Point. Initially intended to head to Bugis to get some stuff but I'm left with not much time, so decided to change plan.

After I left office, then I realise I wore the wrong shoe out of office. And the best thing is, i forget to bring my access card that very day and will not be able to go back to office to change back my shoe. No choice, I have to go shopping with my slipper 9luckily my slipper is not that ugly).

Headed home at around 10 plus and knock out on bed after washing up. I'm damn shag and letargic sia, I have no idea why.

4 more days an I'll be in Taiwan..

ARGH~~~

5 Days to Taiwan Trip...
Time to pack my luggage before things are forgotten..

6 Days to Taiwan Trip...
Can't wait for the day to come..

我努力的扬着脸孔
试着让眼泪不往下流
别往下流
不安的感觉到什么
在我生活中不再相同
不相同
想要说却还沉默
伸出手无法触碰

天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界
自由的走

我努力的扬着脸孔
试着让眼泪不往下流
别往下流
不安的感觉到什么
在我的生活中不再相同
不相同
想要说却还沉默
伸出手无法触碰

天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在 我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已 真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走

天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我
在 我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑 反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号

记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好 我只要
只想要 再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号

记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好 我只要
只想要 再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
心甘情愿不想逃

假装多好 依然是
依然是 暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药

其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找
再也找不到

假装多好 我只要
只想要 再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃

假装多好 依然是
依然是 暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐

Just reached home from my poly friends gathering as one of my friend from my class came back from America.

Went to "Settlers Cafe" for a few sets of boardgames as well as many many snacks (I'm damn super full and thirsty now) while playing the games. Frankly, I still prefer Minds Cafe as it is still a nicer place, friendlier staff and better environemnt there. Well, not saying that the Settlers Cafe staff is not friendly (although I still talk quite a lot to the I/C), but they are not just as friendly and the people there are a lot lesser compared to Minds.

Haha. Had a wonderful night of laughter and craziness at the cafe before we left the cafe for the day and head home as we all need to work the next day (except for the tai tai who just came back from America). So envy her loh, marry already do nothing, go America and enjoy with her husband. Where can I get such good life man. Haha.

Anyway, last night was at my young boss house testing on the new device for my company that we are launching super soon. However due to some bug inside we are not able to settle teh date and time issue, hence I have to wait till today before the guy reply to my boss's email.

Finally, he send us a fireware upgrade and it will be able to syncronised with the computer date. Incredible firmeware, however it can only be used on their own products and not other company's product, I've not not idea why. Anyway, now that everything is settled, I am starting to do the brochure, step by step pictutorial guide as well as manual guide which I need to get it done by tomorrow (by hook or by crook). I am also halfway doing on the mailer flyer design which I need to complete by next week before I fly off, so as to get in time for Singpost to print. I think my weekend will be burnt doing all these designs. Argh~

Anyway, Saturday my godfather will be arriving at Singapore but he wanted me to stay home accompany my family before I fly to Taiwan, so will be meeting him on Monday. Think my Monday will again be burnt as I need to accompany them and clear all their doubts. Sigh. But he is one good person as he will definitely buy things from us no matter how high the price is. Haha. He is one nice person.

Chatted with Jenson this afternoon asbout our trip to Taiwan. Initially I am not really excited until he keep saying want to go there buy clothes, make me also have the feel to change my wordrobe, and I think if I do change my whole wordrobe, I think all people will be shocked coz it will be a different SaSa. Haha. Anyway, we plan to go there shop until we drop (maybe not drop, but shiok), and also going to Taiwan's night spots (pub/ club) one night to see how their night life is. Haha. I think I will be able to enjoy there (I hope I will).

Just before I leave, some colleague of mine wanna jio me go chill out. Whahaha. Think they scared I go 1 week cannot go chill out la. Wahaha. Well, anyway just let me know when and I'll try my best to make it although my schedule this whole week will be very packed. Wahaha, but I can still find time one if I am willing to.

I really hope that i am getting over very well. Good job SaSa, keep it up!!

7 days to Taiwan Trip...
1 last week & I will be on your ground..
Yippie!!!

8 Days to Taiwan Trip...
Argh~~ Getting more & more
excited..

你就直接回头吧 她在等着你
不要怕我会哭泣 早就在心底
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好吧 其实你对我不差

别对我食之无味 弃之可惜
虽然你还有感觉 但不是爱情
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好了吧 这些够了呀

我们的爱情是秘密 不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里

你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情 说好不提起
让我们 都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律

你在电话的那头
哭着说你的寂寞
扰乱了我已经平静的生活

无力挽回的折磨
曾经是你的要求
让你拥有你需要的自由

如果只是这一夜无法度过
请别再来试探我
我只会为了你
再一次失去所有

不要问我分手后一个人怎么过
已经没有快乐的理由
你给的痛有多难受
你真的不懂

你不要问我分手后一个人怎么过
别说你还在乎我
如何能够重新来过
还是重复这伤心的结果

无力挽回的折磨
曾经是你的要求
让你拥有你需要的自由

如果只是这一夜无法度过
请别再来试探我
我只会为了你
再一次失去所有

不要问我分手后一个人怎么过
已经没有快乐的理由
你给的痛有多难受
你真的不懂

你不要问我分手后一个人怎么过
别说你还在乎我
如何能够重新来过
还是重复这伤心的结果

你不要问我分手后一个人怎么过
已经没有快乐的理由
你给的痛有多难受
你真的不懂

你不要问我分手后一个人怎么过
别说你还在乎我
如何能够重新来过
还是重复这伤心的结果

不远处有一片土
站了一棵枯的树
仔细看那树枝的弧度
像在哭

枯树前杂沓脚步
收集安心的孤独
为什麽眼前荒芜
是天下有情人的 归宿

那片山谷入口处清楚刻著伤心人的墓
那片浓雾隔绝了
其实可以忘了爱的省悟 别哭

那片乐土是不是
至少能让眼泪都停住
祝福什麽都不再记住
祝福下一次总会幸福
祝福爱情的信徒
那善男信女别太辛苦

枯树前杂沓脚步
刻著心碎的控诉
读完别人的感触
却又义无反顾的 投入

那片山谷入口处清楚刻著伤心人的墓
那片浓雾隔绝了
其实可以忘了爱的省悟 别哭

那片乐土是不是
至少能让眼泪都停住
祝福什麽都不再记住
祝福下一次总会幸福
祝福爱情的信徒
那善男信女都别再继续守护

谁的衣服
还穿著只为遮掩苍白的皮肤
谁的脚步
有几个真的可以远离爱远离糊涂 别哭

谁的省悟~~啊~从此入土
祝福什麽都不再记住
祝福很快会找到幸福
祝福爱情的信徒
那善男信女别再辛苦

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

Turn in late last night at 4am and wake up at around 11am today after waking up and sleep for several times from 8am onwards. Initially wanted to go my young boss house for the design discussion after I settle down my stuff but in the end didn't went as he was not feeling well.

Hence stayed home and do my stuff until my my dear friend Keenan ask me whether I want to go out or not. Haha. Such smart guy, know that I am bored staying at home. As I am having a crave for 麻辣火锅, so I asked if he is interested and without thinking, he onz me. Haha. So we decided to go for the 麻辣火锅 after one of my friend Jacqueline wake up.

Meet them at around 5pm for the makan session and eat all the way till 8pm. While eating, had some small talk and laughter. The best thing is, I finally kill my temptation by having the 麻辣火锅. I was so craving for that yesterday night loh. Haha.

Started writing something, you can say a channel for me to vent out my anger or sorrow or whatsoever thing and this will all be kept to myself. Only for myself to reflect on myself, to make sure I don't make the same mistake again. To make sure everything are not been bottled up.

I am disappointed by myself and the things that I've gone through recently. From now on, I will be a good girl and not disappoint anyone, especially myself. Oneself should not disappoint themselves.

Anyway, tomorrow will be another day of work work and work. Well, this week will be a short week and I can foresee myself getting rather busy with redesigning on my marketing materials before I fly, plus some personal programs, etc.. I believe I will be tired out by all the work and appointments I have. Maybe this is also a good way to keep myself from not thinking too much. Mugging myself in work and making sure I am wear out before I go home and drop dead on bed there after.

Please let me have a good sleep at night and not wake up at 3am and in intervals of 1 hour. If this persist, it will really kill me, and my beauty. I need my beauty to know better guys. Haha. Woops!! Hee.

~ Countdown ~
9 Days to Taiwan Trip..
台湾- 我又向你迈进一步了！！

I had a lot of drinks (mixed alcohol) this weekend.

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱

我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为
只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望

I've got a bad day, a really bad day.

But however, everything has been settled somehow in a sense. All matters have been sort out and it'll be a brand new life again, for me at least.

Well, as I am feeling bad, and stupid band doesn't have instrument for me to play, I went off from band room and headed to East Coast Park to relax myself. Well, really realise that beach is a great place for me to relax myself, so many things to look at and so comfortable when I hear the sound of the waves.

I have walked for I think 4KM to and fro East Coast Park and I am still not tired.

As I am down, I headed down to Pasir Ris for a little drink, my favourite Hoegaarden. Hee. I didn't finish my wedges after all as I don't have the appettite to eat at all. So I drank 2 full pint of Hoegaarden before I headed off for home.

Had a great chat with my colleague and realise he is a great person to chat to as well. Have asked him to organised for some programs tomorrow, hope he won't disappoint me wor.

Tomorrow will be a long long day for myself.

At 2pm I have a casting to attend for the NETS flashpay instructional video,and if successful I will be eligible for the 1 day shooting coming week and I'll be able to earn extra bucks. Yippie.

After that, I will have to meet up with my trip group for final discussion before we fly on 30 September. I hope I won't be late.

Thereafter will be heading to one of my 21 birthday friend (Kai Boon) birthday party at a super ulu place. I have no idea where it is actually. I have not by his present, no idea if Swee Teng they all have selected anything suitable for him. Anyway, I'm chipping in guys. :)

Alright then, I'll continue to watch my drama and then continue to drink some beer.





爱你变习惯，不再稀罕，我们该冷静谈一谈。你说你喜欢，一点点浪漫，却把跟随我的脚步 ~ 放慢。

没有你分享分担，我的快乐悲伤，心情天天天天纷乱。我一再试探，你一再隐瞒，是谁改变爱情原来的模样。

有一种预感，爱就要离岸，所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断。不能尽欢，爱总是苦短，我只想要你最后的答案。

有一种预感，想挽回太难，对你还有无可救药的期盼。我坐立难安，望眼欲穿，我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方。

没有你分享分担，我的快乐悲伤，心情天天天天纷乱。我一再试探，你一再隐瞒，是谁改变爱情原来的模样。

有一种预感，爱就要离岸，所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断。不能尽欢，爱总是苦短，我只想要你最后的答案。

有一种预感，想挽回太难，对你还有无可救药的期盼。我坐立难安，望眼欲穿，我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方。

有一种预感，爱就要离岸，所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断。不能尽欢，爱总是苦短。我只想要你最后的答案。

有一种预感，想挽回太难，对你还有无可救药的期盼。我坐立难安，望眼欲穿，我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方。

我坐立难安，望眼欲穿，我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方。

找不到脸上熟悉的微笑
我的梦还停搁在很美的争吵
那一幕时光被风吹拂曲折的隧道
我追着你拼命奔跑

你握着被风吹乱的衣角
让阳光穿越树荫偷吻你眉梢
来不及伸手拥抱着你赤裸的心跳
你忽然消失在转角

当星光慢慢地浮现
微风掠过我身边
我才发现是你偷走我的光年
舍不得把你放逐在昨天
就留你伴随到永远
然后我闭上双眼
幸福感觉从未曾改变

放不下是你无法切割的执著
多希望重新爱过
让眼泪可以逆留
我所有悸动逆风降落
当我们更加成熟
爱过了某某才会懂
学着放爱转瞬变成风

找不到脸上熟悉的微笑
我的梦还停搁在很美的争吵
那一幕时光被风吹拂曲折的隧道
我追着你一直到老

当星光慢慢地浮现
微风掠过我身边
我才发现是你偷走我的光年
舍不得把你放逐在昨天
就留你伴随到永远
然后我闭上双眼
幸福感觉从未曾改变

不想是你无法切割的执著
多希望重新爱过
让眼泪可以逆留
我所有悸动逆风降落
当我们更加成熟
爱过了某某再回头
学着放爱转瞬变成风

I had a real bad, or I should say extremely bad day today.

First of all, this whole week, I can't sleep well which I have no idea why. I will wake up in the middle of the night (everyday) at an interval of 1 hour, starting from 3am. Waking up once at 3am, 4am, 5am, 6am is really affecting my daily life. I slept quite early recently, average 11pm to 12pm, but I just can't have a good sleep all the way till morning. It's as good as not sleep at all.

What makes my day today bad is that I remembered about an envelop with my boss's medical certificate and credit card inside when I woke up in the middle of the night today at 4am. I keep thinking if I have place it inside my drawer or I have place it somewhere else. Probably because this is bothering me, hence I can't sleep well last night. But this only happen last night, what about the previous night? No idea.

I reached office this morning, first thing I do after setting up my lappy is to look for that A4 size envelop, which I had no sight of it. I started to panic, thinking I have throw it away with the stuff I tidy yesterday. I was lucky that the bag of rubbish was still in office. Hence, i dig the bag of documents that I intended to throw away and still, no sight of the envelop. The more I got panic. Finding high and low and still can't find it. Hence, I sat down on my seat and think back on when I got the envelop from my boss and what thing I have thrown away along this few days.

And I somehow remember that I have slip the envelop into the DHL bag that I threw away 2 days ago. And I really think I throw it together with the bag of rubbish inside DHL bag. How blur am I. Before it's too late, I told my boss that I think I have accidentally throw the envelop with his medical certificate and his credit card away.

Well, although he didn't scold me at all, but I utterly feel so so guilty. How can I be so careless and misplace something so important. Luckily I threw it away and not misplace it somewhere. But this is a mistake that i should'nt have made. It's bringing so many inconvenience to everyone. My boss need to get a new card. All credit card will have to put on hold. We can't pay our supplier money, and many more. I've just indrectly gave everyone so many inconvenience. The guilt in me really overwhelme me. Although boss mention I should treat him for lunch when he is fine, and I agreed, but that doesn't lessen my guilt.

My memory is failing on me, and I really feel my memory is getting from bad to worst. I don't know what has happened to me. I hope that it's nothing serious. I don't remember where I'm heading to at times, which is scary and dangerous. I might need more time than others to think of way to go some places. I will forget about things that I've done, things that I have place.

Just recently, i misplace my claim form with all my receipts. It's 100 over dollars of claim and it's all gone. I can't recall at all where I put the claim form and till date, I still cannot find it. I will become the most generous person to treat my company eat KFC on the day of Lunar 7th Month major prayer.

I really think my memory is really failing on me.

Initially tonight is having a dinner with Karen, Jac and Keenan to celebrate Karen's birthday, which I didn't know that it was postpone to tomorrow until Karen asked me about it. No one bothers to at least inform me. WTH? Will telling me that the day of meeting up changed to the next day be that difficult? I don't like last minute changes. Luckily it's not till the last few hours before I know, if not I will be damn pissed off. I'm just not that important after all. Just exist for the sake of existing. Damn!

I went for my medical check up this evening and not many people know (just want to keep it as discreet as possible). I made someone angry again for not telling the person. I didn't do it on purpose. I just thought I will go for the routine medical checkup quietly since I know everything will be fine and didn't want to bother anyone. I didn't know that my doing have made that person so angry. Now that the person didn't want to talk to me even after I apologise and refuse to talk to me when I call the person, it's really hurting me and making my mood going down even more.

Now, I'm in a super duper bad mood and I think anyone who offended me from this point on will really get it from me. Damn damn!!

I just hate myself, TOTALLY. Why do I ever exist to give so many problems to everyone? Damn damn damn!!!





Just had a swim moments ago at Delta Swimming Complex after collecting my colleague's namecard at Peace Centre and collecting some stocks from Home-Fix.

Started my swim at Delta Swimming Complex at around 7.45pm and ended my swim an hour later. Felt so refreshing after the swim. I love doing workout alone at my own pace. It's relaxing.

While swimming, I saw some people having the Water Aerobic lessons. It seems fun, maybe I should enrol into one, then I can keep fit while I enjoy. Haha. Consider.

Had my shower then went off for my prata dinner ay Jalan Kayu before heading home. Well, this is the first time I had prata at Jalan Kayu. It's nice, but I still prefer that at Thomson Road, the Prata House, coz the prata is CRISPY. Hee.

Two days of workout really make me feel really great. Should do more workout more often. You all should as well. It's healthy. :)





Left office at 7.30pm today and send my young boss father home before I headed home. Decided to go for a run after I reach home to keep myself healthy, so after I reached home, I get myself changed and went downstairs to start jogging around my neighbourhood area (along the roadside of Woodlands Circle).

Run around the neightbourhood 3 round before I headed to the nearby stations to do some work to my hand muscles as well as cooling down.

At around 9.15pm, I went to my house carpark and drove my car to the petrol station to pump up the petrol (it's running low) and then wash my car. Now my baby is super clean. Hehe.

Thereafter, headed to CWP to get my dinner, my favourite Pastamania (Bacon Aglio Olio). Wanted to get my bubble tea but then it's closed. Sob Sob.

Anyway, I'm so contented now, and so satisfied.

I am planning to go swimming after work tomorrow, maybe I should swim like an hour and slack an hour. Haha. Think it's a good idea.

Suddenly, I am like so health concious hor. Haha.

Alrighty, it's time for me to do my stuff now. Till the next entry, take care.

(3 Great Friends)
{L - R: SaSa, Keenan, Karen}

(New Friend Made)
{L - R: SaSa, Jasmine}

(Some of the Ladies of the Night)
{L - R: Jasmine, Jac, Karen, SaSa}

(Close Friends with Her Birthday Cake)
{L - R: Karen, SaSa}

(Happy Playing Games to Get Ourselves out of Boredom)
{L - R: SaSa, Keenan}

(The Close Friends)
{L - R: SaSa, Karen}

(The Clarinetist)
{L - R: SaSa, Jac}

(Camera Shy)
{L - R: SaSa, Jasmine}

(Candid Shot..)
{L - R: SaSa, Jasmine, Jac, Karen}

(Another Shot of Me & New Shot)
{L - R: SaSa, Jasmine}

(3 Demure Ladies)
{L - R: Jac, SaSa, Jasmine}

(Another 3 Demure Ladies)
{L - R: SaSa, Karen, Jasmine}

(Me & My Close Close Friend)
{L -R: SaSa, Karen}

Generous Contribution of Picture from Jac and Danyael
from Facebook..

Have been drinking consecutively for 2 days over the weekend, my long weekend was fruitful and I enjoyed my weekend.

Friday after work, went to Upper East Coast Road there with my sales colleagues for dinner at the Hong Kong Cafe after accompanying one of our colleague to site survey at "甜蜜蜜". Over dinner, we had some casual chat and they all keep wanting to introduce guys to me. Well, in their opinion I am the queen in the company, so have to take into account anything that is good for me. So nice of them and of course I don't mind knowing more people since I'm not attached.

After that went home to change and put my car before I head out to drink with my friends. I only headed home in the morning after I had my prawn noodle breakfast.

Catch some sleep when I was home before I prepare myself to go out for band and party at night.

Bring along my mouthpiece as I intended to go for my practice even though I'm late but WX asked me not to go as the attendance is very bad. Intended to cab down to school for practice but there is no cab for my to take and WX keep asking me not to go since the attendance isn't good and the committee meeting will be postpone since a lot of the committee members is not there too.

As I am going clubbing thereafter, I didn't want to bring along my mouthpiece with me coz if I lost it, I will be damn sad as I invested a lot on the mouthpiece. Hence, I waited for WX at YCK MRT Station so as to pass him the mouthpiece bag (have asked him to help me keep my mouthpicece). Waited for around 1 hour before he came out (I'm a patient person ok...) Anyway, thanks to WX for the help.

The group of bandmates sa me in my outfit and was shocked. Haha. Well, I don't wear that nice on a typical day. Haha. I can also be pretty pretty one loh.

As I have no where to go and have to wait until 9.30pm for Karen's Birthday celebration, I agreed to meet up with Bryan for dinner when he smsed me. Well, the feeling is kinda wierd as it's only me and him having dinner and window shopping.

While window shopping, I went in to Agnes B and wanted to look at the ring that I am eyeing for. Sadly, I don't see the ring anymore!! After asking the sales assistant, he mention the ring no longer in sale. I felt so sad and heart pain loh. I should have bought it the other time. Back then it was still selling and Citibank Credit Card have 15% discount. Argh~~ Regretted. Now I felt damn sad la.

Meet up with Karen there after at the MRT Station and headed to Harbourfront at around 9pm. Reached Powerhouse at around 9.30pm and was feeling rather uncomfortable as I don't know the people there. (well, I'm a person who needs some time to warm myself up when I met strangers)

Sat there to drink my glass of Martell all the while until past 12mn before the gals refrain me from going back to my sit after heading to the washroom, and started shaking myself with the rythme of the music. Haha. I don't like to dance but sometimes you will just join the crowd.

Initially wanted to go home at 1 plus 2am, but stayed on till the end. I have no idea what time (if I'm not wrong should be 3 plus 4am ), we left powerhouse and hop to Dragonfly. I think I fit in to Dragonfly more than powerhouse. I'm a chinese person la. Haha. Drink and talked to Keenan the whole night. Can't deny, he is a great person to talk to. Always keep the conversation warm.

Left the place for home at around 5am and I was like so high (lack of sleep as I didn't sleep much the night before and endure all the way till 5am today) Karen mention that I drink a lot, which I didn't realise. Haha. But I am still sober so I think I didn't really drink that much.

Wash up after I reached home and sleep all the way till 2pm today.

Sadly, I lost my new ring in the club. :( Will have to wear back my old ring.

Felt so shiok after 2 days of partying and drinking. After party and enjoyment, now it's time to start on my work.

P.S. Hope that Karen will start her new life from today onwards and enjoyed herself yesterday.





Writing this entry at St James Powerhouse. Well, this place isn't that bad actually till now.

Anyway, today went out for band at around 4pm and WX mention don't need to go as the attendance is very very band and the meeting will be postponed. I brought my mouthpiece along and didn't wana bring it along with me to club, hence I waited for WX to end the prac so that I can pass him the mouthpiece. I waited for like 1 hour for him at YCK MRT station. Bored la.

While waiting, Bryan smsed me ask me to go out dinner with him and I agreed as I have nothing going on anyway till 9 plus where Karen's birthday celebration starts.

After meal at Cafe Cartel, went window shopping around PS. Sadly, I went to Agnes B shop and wanted to see if the ring I am eyeing for is still on sale, but sadly, it's no longer on sale. No more Agnes B knot ring for myself. Sad.. Very sad.

Music started to get louder now and people are talking to me already. Should show my respect to them. Shall blog again.

P.S. Hope karen had a great day and I miss him. :(

This was a video that I received from one of my colleague. It's been spreading and sending around in the email and since I work in the security field and my company do help others to install the CCTV, I was rather impressed with the video.

However, I think that this video is a made up one as the video seems very fake, especially the ghostly effect. How will a ghost be so visible?

Anyway, focus on camera 4 itself.

(Those with weak heart or dislike scary thingy, think you have to think twice before viewing this video. But it isn't that scary to my opinion.)

爱你变习惯 不再稀罕
我们该冷静谈一谈
你说你喜欢 一点点浪漫
却把跟随我的脚步 放慢

没有你分享分担
我的快乐悲伤
心情天天 天天纷乱
我一再试探 你一再隐瞒
是谁改变爱情原来的模样

有一种预感 爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢 爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感 想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安 望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

没有你分享分担
我的快乐悲伤
心情天天 天天纷乱
我一再试探 你一再隐瞒
是谁改变爱情原来的模样

有一种预感 爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢 爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感 想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安 望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

有一种预感 爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢 爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感 想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安 望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

我坐立难安 望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊 的地方

《受了点伤 - 阿桑》

My love,晚安 就别再为难
别管我会受伤
想开 体谅 我已经习惯
不然又能怎样?

这个城市太会说谎 爱情只是昂贵的橱窗
沿路华丽灿烂 陈列甜美幻象
谁当真谁就上当

竟然以为你会不一样 但凭什么你要不一样
因为寂寞太冷 虚构出的温暖
没理由能撑到天亮

前进 转弯 我跌跌撞撞
在这迷宫打转
死心 失望 会比较简单
却又心有不甘

这个城市太会伪装 爱情就像霓虹灯一样
谁离开之后 却把灯忘了关 让梦作得太辉煌

以为能够留你在身旁 但是谁肯留在谁身旁
一首情歌都比一个亲吻更长
这就叫做好聚好散

别说你对我感到愧疚 别说你会永远想念我
我很知道孤单这条路怎么走
请你不要安慰我

My love,晚安 别放在心上
我只受了点伤
只是受了点伤

I was home rather early yesterday night and decided to finish watching my Korean Drama show "Yuhee, the Witch". For this few days, I didn't have dinner and each day I basically only have one meal. I don't know why, i just don't have appettite to eat this few days, even after I eat I will tend to throw out some half of it. Think I am having problem with eating recently.

Someone called me drunk yesterday and cried all the while. I felt so hurt and helpless as I can't do anything for the person. Knowing the person is so miserable and down with some personal problem which the person doesn't want to share, I felt so useless as I can't even help to lighten the person's burden. Maybe I am giving the person too much burden. Well, just hope that the person will gain back the happiness the person ought to have.

I was waken up by another of my friend at 3.30am again. I heard the phone rang and I saw it's her and without hesitation, I picked up the call as I know she needs someone to talk to and someone to listen to her. Know out I am seriously tired, I still stay up and talked to her. I know from her blog that she is in deep misery and has never really been happy since her 21st birthday. Well, I agree that maybe she is having a hard life and acting too strong that she doesn't even know how crying out feels. But still girl, learn how to let out your sorrow (not through drinking). I may not know or understand you as much as any other of your friend does but you know you can always count on me when you need a listening ear. And of course, you will definitely feel happier when you talk to me coz I'm so "hum" at home and you enjoy calling my chinese name and hearing me react irritatedly. I really hope that you will feel better talking to me. I don't mind you tell me everything (even if I don't know what happen) and I will try and understand you from there on. I don't want to see you so miserable. Really, it hurts me, a lot.

Went for a fruitful Branding and Marketing Seminar this afternoon conducted by Ken Choo. I like the seminar as it is very interactive and I really learn a fair bit from there about how to meet the goal that we want for the company with 3 simple steps. However, the 3 days Brand Mastery course is too high priced, if not I believe it will be a great course to go for and also find our own goals.

After the seminar, me and young boss went to Borders for books and I bought 2 books from Richard Templar. Finally, I finish buying all his series of books. I bought "Rules of Love" and "Rules to Spend Less". After that headed to AMK Hub to meet up with his wife and settle our dinner there. Thanks Young Boss for the dinner treat.

I also found out a shocking secret from someone today regarding me and I was totally shocked. I have no idea why in the recent months, I am been drag into all those shit thingy. All I want is just a simple life, a happy life and relationship. I don't understand why is that so difficult. Maybe what my young boss said is true, I am having two personality. I may look sporty and cheerful from my external expression, but deep inside me I am a person with a lonely soul. I am blinding people around me with the mask that I am wearing daily.

Thinking back, exactly who know me deep down now? I don't think anyone knows. Not even my buddy, not even my close friend. It seems kinda sad but all this are just part and parcel of life, and of course I hope all this will end very soon. Life goes on!!!

I realise someone is trying to avoid me. I have no idea if my instinct is correct or not but I really have a strong feeling. Well, it may be good, may be bad. But I think if everything have to been talked over, talk over. It's not that I am a difficult person to talk to. Don't have to avoid me and treat me in a 365 changed in ways, no point as it does not helps, and it will make everyone miserable.

Today is a special day (09.09.09). So on this special day, I hope all lovers will be happy together and spend every great moments together. There will be a lot of people getting engaged today and at a split second makes me have a goal. My aim is to get married at the age of 28, which is 3 years from now. I hope I can get married, or rather engaged on the 12.12.12 (12 December 2012) at 12.12pm. Wow!! It will definitely be a wonderful and memorable moment I believe. But first of all, I have to find the right man for myself whom I can spend my whole life with and give my whole life to him. Hope that my Mr. Right will appear very soon. I'm waiting for miracle. Haha.

Alright, I'm dead tired. Gotta turn in already. Nitey.

你最近不说话
怎麽了 为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐

听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱 我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

Went for my Yellow Ribbon Prison Run this morning after sending my brother to his came at Loyang. I was like so near to the starting point when I was there (which I didn't know at all) and was stucked in the jam when I was heading towards Expo to meet up with the guys (Ah Siak, Ah Tom, Ryan).

Ah Tom, Me, Ah Siak
The December Babies.. Sagittarius Rulz.. LOL

After settling all the barang barang in my car boot, we headed to the Shuttle Bus area to wait for the shuttle bus that will bring us to the starting point. As there was a heavy jam, we reached the venue late and while we were still on board the bus, we saw the runners starting their race already. After reaching Changi Village, we make our way to the starting point, realising that there was no sight of the Baggage Deposit area. After much findings from the Marshels, little did we know that the Baggage Deposit area is actually near the Bus Terminal at Changi Village behind the 7-Eleven. What the xxxx, we walk all the way toward the starting and then we found out that it's all the way back at the place we alighted out bus. The marshels at the alighting point of the shuttle bus should have directed us to go to the baggage deposit point, then we will not have walk so many extra miles. Grrr~~

In the end, we started the race like 1 hour late (LOR). Nonetheless, we still proceed with our run. The run wasn't that easy as there are a lot of slopes when we are near to 2.5KM. Up slope and down slope, which is killing me. But it's a great eye-opener for myself as we (or rather me) seldom have chance to really go in to those roads and found some great places to relax in future. Haha. It's a great historical journy I should say as you can see a lot of things. What's more, you can even see the condo like prison along the way (which make us feel like their live inside isn't that bad after all).

Coming to an end of the race, we ran pass the people who are waiting for the shuttle bus back to Expo and me and Ah Siak were been cheered by the people (those who have finished their run) and it was damn embarrassing can?? Haha. But nevertheless, thank Ah Siak for accompanying me to run all the way from start to the end, protecting me. Haha. I feel like I'm a queen. Wahaha.

It started to rain when we are coming to an end and due to no much shelter, we have to be drench in the rain. But well, I love the rain and it's been ages since I last got myself wet in the rain (the last time I remember was when I was in Secondary 5). Collected our baggage, food & beverage and goodie bag and headed off to queue for the shuttle bus. Just before we went to queue for the shuttle bus, we took some picture with the Kindness Lion. It's so cute. Hee.

Myself with the Kindness Lion
Us with the Kindness Lion (L to R: Ryan, Me, Ah Tom, Ah Siak)
Me & Ah Siak in the Bus
Free Gift from the Goodie Bag
One of my Favourite Gift, Paper Weight

Reaching Expo, we headed to get our stuff and change up before headed to Velocity to get the Mizuno Run Race Kit (Ryan is going for the run next week, hardcore) there after headed to Bugis for our Steamboat Buffet. (We are all hungry)

Started having the steamboat buffet at “鲜得来”at around 12.30pm and finished the buffet at around 3pm. You can understand how hungry we were and how much energy we have put in for the run. Haha. We actually have steamboat buffet for like 2 hours.

Me with the Corn
Me & Ah Siak

As we were too full, we decided to head to Bugis Junction for some window shopping before heading home. Went to various spectacle shops to look for specs as I am planning to get one proper one, and found a real nice one at Eyeplay. Most probably I'll go buy it. But then, it's quite expensive (S$228), maybe can get it after I come back from my trip.

Just before we left the place, I found a nice and cheap ring at Six (S$6.90) that can replace my existing double link heart ring for the time being before I get my Agnes B ring. It's a simple and nice ring I thought, plus cheap. Haha.

My new ring

Alright, it's time for me to chiong my series drama show before I turn in. Then will be one week of work work and work again.





Waiting for You - 胡彦彬

金色的舞鞋 伴着音乐
BABY你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水
哦 忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边 谁知一睁眼就不见
WAITING FOR YOU I'M WAITING FOR YOU
WAITING FOR YOU KISS ME AT THE NIGHT
为何你CINDERELLA 留给我一望无际的思念
WAITING FOR YOU I'M WAITING FOR YOU
WAITING FOR YOU COME HERE TO MY DREAM
牵着你 不断旋转
一直到黑发变成了银线
WAITING FOR YOU WAITING FOR YOU
直到永远


哦 忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边 谁知一睁眼就不见
WAITING FOR YOU I'M WAITING FOR YOU
WAITING FOR YOU KISS ME AT THE NIGHT
为何你CINDERELLA 留给我一望无际的思念
WAITING FOR YOU


WAITING FOR YOU WAITING FOR YOU
WAITING FOR YOU
WAITING FOR YOU I'M WAITING FOR YOU
WAITING FOR YOU KISS ME AT THE NIGHT
为何你CINDERELLA 留给我一望无际的思念
WAITING FOR YOU I'M WAITING FOR YOU
WAITING FOR YOU COME HERE TO MY DREAM
牵着你 不断旋转 一直到黑发变成了银线
WAITING FOR YOU WAITING FOR YOU
WAITING FOR YOU

秘密 - 蓝又时

你就直接回头吧 她在等着你
不要怕我会哭泣 早就在心底
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好吧 其实你对我不差

别对我食之无味 弃之可惜
虽然你还有感觉 但不是爱情
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好了吧 这些够了呀

我们的爱情是秘密 不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里
你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情 说好不提起
让我们 都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律

别对我食之无味 弃之可惜
虽然你还有感觉 但不是爱情
想想你说过的话 其实我们不虚假
那就好了吧 这些够了呀

我们的爱情是秘密 不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里
你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情 说好不提起
让我们 都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律

我们的爱情是秘密 不能成立
就算我爱你也不能够说明
她在你身边逗你开心
我只不过让你歇斯底里
你就让我跟着你一起秘密
我们的事情 说好不提起
让我们 都能够清晰
你和她 是不变的 定律

Don't know why, I wake up today and feel kinda bottled up inside. (Don't doubt on me, I really don't know why) Maybe I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, but I remembered very well that I woke up on the same side. Haha, you must be feeling puzzled why I can still joke. Beats me, I have no idea myself.

Woke up early and headed out of house at 7.45am to Civic Centre to draw out money for my Taiwan trip (need to do some currency exchange soon before the exchange rate goes up) and also pay my car road tax and phone bills. The queue at the bank was killing me. I consider myself reaching the place rather early and wow, the queue was long. No choice, i have to make my way to queue as my money in that account can only be drawn out via the bank teller.

After drawing out the money and transferring it back to my personal account, I went to draw money for my parents (their salary is out early this month as I received mine early too). Luckily the queue at SingPost isn't that long but the wait is still rather lengthy. paid for my roadtax and my dad's phone bill before I headed to NTUC to get some groceries for my food cupboard.

While on my way driving to office, I kinda started to tear. Yes! I teared while I drive,when I was at SLE. Maybe is the song that I am listening to. (but the wierd thing is that the song I have listen to million of times already and no matter how sad I was, I won't cry even if I force myself to, but today the tears just roll down my cheek, uncontrollable)

The tears keep rolling down my cheek and I can't reach my car's tissue as I put it at my car's rear seat. Damn! I tried to stop the tear from dropping down and succeeded for a while. But it came rolling down again when I was half way at TPE. Shit man! What am I doing? Why my tears keep rolling down?

Out of a sudden, I felt like driving straight to the beach and really relax myself (I don't want to give the fake smile) but decided I should still perform my job and be back into the office to complete whatever task I have for the day.

I hate this feeling man. It's not been happening to me for like ages. The last time I had such feeling was back in 2004 when my that time boyfriend broke off with me and I was down for like a week. After so long, it relapse again. Argh~ I hate this feeling.





Went dinner with my boss and le at the nearby Kim's Kitchen at Ubi Road 1 after a long long wait. （我等到花儿也谢了）Treated them for dinner since my boss always treat me for dinner. Chat about quite some stuff over dinner and relax for a while before we leave for our seperate ways.

Clueless on where to go after dinner, ending up at the regular same place to drink and chill out. Both me and le were not in very good mood. Actually driving, I can sense that le mind is wondering off to somewhere far away and isn't been concentrating. I was rather affected by CW case and my buddy case.

Rewind back to my buddy. I was utterly disappointed with him. Why did I say so? Here's the incident that happen on one of the evening when my buddy came back to office (we work in the same office now) and came chatting with me while I was busy doing my work, and he mention that he will give me a ring after he reach home cos he have not been calling me since ages (glad that he knows) and talk to me as it's been ages (again) that we've last talk on the phone (really).

However, I waited and waited but he didn't call me eventually. Maybe I'm too petty or what that I have treated it too seriously. But that was yet another disappointment. That aside as it's not a big matter. There after, he came to office one fine morning and say he has not called me to tell me his on-goings and mention he called my close friend Karen to tell her what has been going.

This was the biggest disappointment that I have after the birthday incident (he actually forget my birthday and only wishes me happy birthday a day after my birthday know out I keep waiting for that fine simple sms from him). He keep saying that I am someone important to him and I am always his closes sister, but come to think of it, I have begin to doubt it. All are just words from his mouth. I have no idea whether my concern for him (knowing his health is not too good recently) is taken for granted or not. I rather, he never tell me anything about him calling my close friends to tell her his on-goings than I know. It hurts. Really. Disappointment.

CW case was another cause of me being in mixed feelings. I have no idea whether all the messages that he had smsed me is true or just a fraud that someone has asked him to do, so as to mislead me and try making me side him for that case. I thought he would have forgo the witness thingy after much console from me, but I am disappointed and sad that he didn't. I had this evil feeling if I were to get back with him and force him not to be witness, will it be of help to him. But what if I help him? That's not what I want deep down from my heart cos he isn't the right person for me. (the person who deem to be right should know who he is) In the end, I will hurt him even more. If I am not been drag in to this incident, I might not even have contacted him and he will not have affected my mind and mood (once again). Damn it!

Well, i don't like the idea about the passport thingy. I get a bit pissed off when I heard le talking about having 2 passports (weekdays & weekends) and gets even more turned off when le mention that it's a matter of whether he want to utilise the weekend passport or not. One person will only have 1 passport, and I think that should be enough. Don't treat me custom officer cos I am not. What you want, please decide (I'm serious).

As le was rather drunk in a sense, I gotta drive him home (it's my responsibility). Think he drank a little too fast causing him to get high fast too. Well, people with lots of things in mind drink fast and doesn't have a limit for drinking. That's a norm (it happens to me too). Inside the car, he talk so much which I was like so puzzled whether it's truth or not.

Well, let Agnes B wait till "she" gain singlehood before bring Agnes B out, ok? Hope she don't let me wait till 花儿也谢了, cause my patience do have limit.





Went for my interview with SMA for the IPTV Creative Designer programme just now. I rejected the offer and am now damn sad about forced to reject the offer.

Why did I reject the offer? Because the course is starting next week, meaning coming Monday. It so tight that I don't even have
time to make arrangement for my current job.

What makes it worst is that the course that is starting next week is the video editing course and the week after will have people from BBC coming over to teach and share his experience. BBC loh, how rare will that experience be?

If they do give me a bit more time, I might consider to take up the opportunity to learn new skills and try new things. Although its only an intership fee of $1K monthly and I will have to be bond to related fields for 2 years, but I think it will be a good prospect in the coming year cos government is now push on IP and new media.

The interviewer even asked me if I might be interested in the the New Media Sales course. (do I look like I'm a very Sales person?) The course will last for 6 months and I will have to be bond to such fields for 1 years. But I don't think this is the direction I'm going for. But the
course they are providing is good. They teach on sales, advertising online, telemarketing skills, negotiating sales, etc.. But I am not a sales type of person. Too bad.

Well, what I can hope for now is that there
are some radio or TV related programme or
opportunity for me to go for. Whatever it is, it's still my line of interest.





Nothing much to blog recently. What I know is I am having a lot of mixed feeling and feeling very tight up inside. What is causing it? I have totally no idea, really.

Didn't have my meals for breakfast and lunch yesterday as I don't have the mood to really eat, or rather maybe because i have over starve myself. Thus, I mug myself in work and stay in office working till quite late before I headed off for my first proper meal of the day at around 10pm.

Relax awhile at the beach before heading back home.

I was home super early today as I drove my colleague to job site and then headed back home thereafter. My parent was super shocked to see myself home so early and said that they will win lottery tomorrow. Well, that's my parent.

Someone found this song for me knowing that I am looking for the cantonese version. Thanks. You should be revising your stuff but yet helped me search around for this song. Double thanks. Haha. Muackz.

English version "I Hate Myself For Loving You" has a canto version sang by Andy Lau know as 《我恨我痴心》. But well, I still like the english version as the lyrics meaning is so true.

Enjoy the video clip.



Nothing much to blog already. Will go and crack my brain for material for management meeting tomorrow.

Trisa a.k.a. SaSa
15th December 1984
Sagittarian
Full-Time Marcomm Manager
Part-Time MDIS B.S. Student
Innotec Solutions Pte Ltd
B.S. of Arts in Mass Comm - OCU



Entering the Media Industry
Earn More Money, Get Wealthy
Travelling Around the World
Digital Camera
Agnes B Silver Knot Design Ring
New Shoes
New Bag
New Watch
Get Slimmer
"The Rule of Love" Book ($25+)
LCD TV Monitor
A New Hi-Fi System
A Car "having one at the moment"
Learn Dancing "learning it on 30 Nov onwards"
Learn Piano/ Cello

♥ Voice It Out ♥

♥ Change Channel ♥

band fusion
brother
friendster
MSN space
nanyang symphonic winds
nyp alumni winds
nyp friendster
nyp symphonic orchestra

Friends Link

adeline, leong
amelia, lee
andy, koh
benedict, siu
bryan, ong
christopher, kwok
clorine, teo
eileen, zheng
elvin, ong
eve, xu
fong cheng, tam
fong yee
han boon, yap
jacklyn, kuah
jerlyn, chan
jesslyn, oh
jie jun
jingsi, toh
jin song, heng
karen, lim
keith, koe
liling, sia
li ping, chio
marcus, choo
peiyi, chen
ryan, koh
salleh, mohd
sarah jane, teo
sean, goh
shadow, meiying
simon, ho
thomas, lee
trendy, dai
vannessa, little
vivian, mdis
weixiang, yong
yao ming, koh
yong jun, koh
yuen ting
zi hao, ng

Celebrities Link

adriano wong
andy lee - 李嵩
ann kok - 郭淑贤
cruz deng - 丁志勇
da tou fen's world - 大头芬的世界
diya, chen - 陈迪雅
fanfan - 范伟棋
felicia chin - 陈靓瑄
f.i.r. ah chin - 阿庆
fish leong - 粱净如
gary chaw - 曹格
ivy chen - 陈艾微
ivy lee - 李锦梅
jiafa, xie - 谢嘉发
jiahui, xiao - 萧嘉惠
jj - 林俊杰
joanne peh - 白薇秀
joi chua - 蔡淳佳
patricia mok - 莫晓玲
peifen, lin - 林佩芬
qi yu wu - 戚玉武
sam lee - 李圣杰
sharon au - 欧菁仙
s.h.e.
show luo - 罗志祥
tank
xiao gui - 小鬼
zhou gong jiang gui - 周公讲鬼

Good Stuffs

bloomdale
chinese songs
closet affairs
gal's street
hand-made accessories
health tips
jimmyspa
john & josephine dance creative
O school
pitstop cafe
princess closet
puzzel hup
sweetgift online shopping
touring guide

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