I Think I'm In Love With You

Saturday, August 01, 2009

In office doing my work now. Well, don't ask me why I need to be in office on a Saturday morning as I need to work 5.5 days and that's why I'm here. Anyway, now is 1PM sharp and I should officially knock off now, but I still have quite some stuff to do, so think I'll continue to work and finish up my stuff before I head off to do my personal stuff. (weekend is normally the best days to do stuff in office as there isn't that much phone calls compared to weekdays and no one to disturb you)

Anyway, wanted to get some friends out for a chill out or a drink later but looking at my mood now, I kinda don't have the feel to. Well, some of my friends know that I am rather moody recently and hence wanted to ask me to go out and chill out. But, I kinda don't have the feel to. But well, I shall see how later.

After doing my stuff, I think it should be around 3 plus 4PM, and I think I'll head over to my grandpa house for a while. It's been quite some time since I last visited him, and out of a sudden , I miss him a lot. No idea how is he already, whether he is still as healthy as before. Suddenly missed staying with him, at least I have someone who really dote on me, and I really feel the love from him. At times, talking to him really make me feel like crying, because I have no idea how many more years I can talk to him heart to heart. (he is aging)

Well, you may think that I am thinking too much, getting too pessimistic recently. I admit! But I have no idea what caused it. I felt very lost out of a sudden. I don't know where I am heading anymore. I think I really do need a real good break very soon. Taiwan trip, please come soon.

Didn't sleep very well last night. I was awaken by dreams and things running in my mind for the whole night (I think I wake up like 10 over times last night) Hence, now I do feel rather shacked and head is a bit heavy. You must be thinking, since I'm so shacked, why don't leave the work to Monday and go home and rest? The problem is, I don't feel like going home and I can't leave the things there and not finished in. I will feel something is not done and it will start bothering me. Well, a syndrome of Workaholic.

Recently have been listening to several nice nice songs, and I am in love with a few of them. One is 《坏人》 by 方炯镔, 《每天》by 纪佳松 and 《夜的诗人》 by 江美棋。

I have attached along their MV as well as the lyrics, which you may look at along the way. All the songs are rather meaningful. Well, emo people listen to emo songs. Haha.

Happy Weekend Ahead!!

方炯镔 - 坏人
作词：马嵩惟作曲：方炯镔编曲：杨阳

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

纪佳松 - 每天

还以为是浪漫的雾景
我呼吸被污染的空气
雪不再结成了冰我们将沉没
阳光太遥远还剩下什么能留到最后

一年了候鸟没有回来
飞不远变成谁的晚餐
站在摩天高楼顶瞬间变平地
永远是什么一转眼就崩落

you are my everyday
oh 每一天就像在预告
关于明天是个问号
却任谁也无处可逃

you are my everyday
oh 想你最初的容貌
回不去了而我的爱
你是否还愿意感觉得到

一年了候鸟没有回来
飞不远变成谁的晚餐
站在摩天高楼顶瞬间变平定
永远是什么一转眼就崩落

you are my everyday
oh 每一天就像在预告
关于明天是个问号
却任谁也无处可逃

you are my everyday
oh 想你最初的容貌
回不去了而我的爱
你是否还愿意感觉得到

后悔吗 tell me why
在亲手毁灭之后挽救
像伤害我最爱的人
听地球正在哭泣

you are my everyday
oh 每一天就像在预告
关于明天是个问号
却任谁也无处可逃

you are my everyday
oh 想你最初的容貌
回不去了而我的爱
你是否还愿意感觉得到

江美琪 - 夜的诗人
词:姚谦曲:梁定江

如果那时候我没有爱你
不知道现在人会在哪里
有什么际遇
遇见了感伤的歌曲
会不会驻足去聆听
每一句歌词都是涟漪

如果那时候我没有失去你
不知道现在我们在哪里
有什么心情
电影里的美丽剧情
会不会不容易相信
熟悉的对白都心惊

想念让落单人心情变成了
夜里的诗人
耳边一阵风都像爱过的人低语
等待让多数人梦里变成了
寂寞的旅人
闪闪的星光都写满了
爱情的诗句

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