I Think I'm In Love With You

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Had a bad bad Monday morning after chatting without someone on MSN. I just don't understand why everytime I talk to him, I will tend to end up arguing with him about things. Well, if you say I may not be a good girlfriend, be it and I admit that I may not be a good one, but doesn't mean that you should curse me in one way or another.

So what if I have a few friends which you can count merely using 1 hand? I'm not the cause of that? Think through, why do you only have that few friends? Is there something wrong with your socialization skills? Why blame it on me for neglecting you? And for goodness sake, it's not like I ignore you or something. Since when I turn you down when I'm free when you ask me to accompany you? I don't ask you out, doesn't mean that I don't treat you as friends.

Please, I do have many friends, and if I do have to ask each and every one of my friends to go out day after day, don't you think I'll be like a mad busy woman entertaining each and every friend I have? Sort out your mind.

You always put friendship is a mutual thing on your mouth, but how mutual you want a friendship to be? Friends are someone who is there for you when you need a listening ear, need someone to accompany, and not like me, venting your anger and telling I neglected you and all. For god gracious, I am not your girlfriend, nor your wife, so why should the neglect word be used?

We have our own personal friends, and definitely we will have friends that we do feel more comfortable to be with. Of course, naturally I will ask people whom i'm confortable with to go out and chit chat. If I don't even feel comfortable, why should I ask you out?

Come on, you really have to get a life! Don't say I keep repeating myself, but you really should get a life and go out more and experience life outside and not stay home everyday. To have more close friends or true friends, you really need to first have a wide group of friends first. With friends that is countable using 1 hand, it's so difficult to even select 1 true friend out from there.

I can jolly well block you out of my MSN friends list, but I chose not to because I still treat you as a friend and I don't want you to feel neglected and despair. But can you please spare some thought for me as well? You have been making my mood real bad this feel days.

Almost everyday for the past 3 days you have been MSNing me about all those nonsense which I didn't even mention or say anything about. So what if I have gift from my suitor? So what if I put the picture as my MSN display picture? It's my freewill to do whatever I want. My life is not controlled by you. I have been tolerating with all your nonsense but please do test my patience and step on my tail, I will really bite and bite hard.

I treat you as my friend, don't try to test my patience in that and don't take it for granted. I am not your venting machine. You want to vent, vent it on your own blog, which I have set it up for you to do all the venting. I'm sorry but I'm not the equipment for that.

love goes around | 6:27 PM