Wednesday, July 29, 2009
I was packing my things in office and in my mind was thinking of ringing up Karen and check out where she is coz thinking of asking her out for a short chat and quick dinner. Just as I was thinking, I saw this familiar name on my cell and it's her. Wow~ What a coincidence. And what's more, I was thinking of going to Bishan and then she mention Bishan too. Haha. Everything just come like this, and within seconds, we decided to meet at Bishan.
Reached Bishan after about 10 minutes and headed to Citibank to bank in some money. After that headed to Charles & Keith to look for Karen. After she got her shoe for tomorrow's event, we headed to Popular to get more of the stationery for my office. Thereafter, headed to Pastamania for our dinner (as usual).
After meal, we sat for a while more and talked about what had happened to us for the pass few weeks. Soon after, we left the restuarant (coz they are starting to clean up) and I headed back north (wash my car then send her back).
While talking about each other's situation along the week, suddenly realise that we kinda have similar experience. Thinking back, am I too generous? Am I too softhearted? I know I can be easily hurt (young boss knows too) but sometimes some things just can't help it.
Should I be demanding? So what if I demand? What will others think? What will she think? I don't want to destroy any good things, but it's rather obvious that everything is not really favouring me. But what can i do? What can we do?
Feeling kinda vexed. Whated to pour out everything inside me, but it seems like it's so so difficult to express how I feel, and express what is bothering me. I think I need a break. Taiwan trip, please come sooner, I want to leave this place and get away from this place, let down my hair, and relax. It's been such a long time since I last had an enjoyable and stress free, work free day.
“怎么会开始对你有了感觉 深陷朋友恋人之间的危险 你和我 拥抱瞬间 不后悔 这暧昧 星光唯美 把爱放心里面 其实我好害怕会失去你的感觉”
love goes around | 11:15 PM