I Think I'm In Love With You

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Had a super bad mood today. I have no idea what causes the bad mood that I have today, but I knew it was coming.

First thing in the morning, i felt that I don't have the mood to do anything. I am not too sure whether if it's caused by the new mobile phone that I was given the day before.

I tried my very best to get my mood on track again along the way to office but to no avail. When I reached office, people started asking me about the phone and triggers my foul mood. I might be too sensitive but I can't help it.

Maybe I felt that I'm so useless as i can't get the phone working after a night of trying. I thought, how gadget non-savvy I am.

Later on my young boss came asking me whether my phone can be used or not. Which again trigger my bad mood. I told him I don't fancy the phone and don't feel like using it (and it's the truth, the phone is so difficult to us, the key is so tiny that I can hardly press a message easily).

Later on, I can feel that my young boss mood getting foul as well. I sense it coming (maybe I'm the cause as I keep rejecting the good treatment of him giving me a smart phone). But well, I don't think I am to be blame as those who knows we knows that I hate such gadget, and I didn't want to eat into my free time.

Anyway, after that me and my boss discussed about the flyer design and after that I tried to do design for our new flyer. I don't think I have too far of a progress for the design as I don't have the mood to do it (at all) and also my ideas are not coming in.

Whatever it is, I just don't feel right. Think I have wake up on the wrong side of the bed this morning. Initially wanted to find someone to go out relax and chill out with me but then, I need to run arrands after work to get my sales person's namecard which they needed tomorrow for their flyer distribution, so I didn't attempt to ask anyone out. Anyway, I don't want to affect other with my mood too, so I give up on the idea of asking people out.

Hope that my mood will be a lot better tomorrow and I can finish up all my designs tomorrow.

Had dinner with my buddy yesterday night at Tampines after accompanying him to Challenger to buy the laptop cover protector. Talk a lot with him about work and other, and well, as I understand and know him so much, what he is thinking I can all predict and of course give him a my penny of advise.

After sending him home I headed home and started doing on my phone and gave up after poundering on the phone for like 1 to 2 hours. All because of the phone, I sleep at 1.30am the night before.

Well, hope all this does not link to the foul mood I'm having today.

Felt a sudden pain on my left head, just a distance above my ear. I feel this unbearable pain whenever I press it. I suspect I bang my head onto something when I fall on Monday. Now, whenever I press it I felt the pain, and it will link to my head being pain as well. But I know if I don't rub it and make the pain subside, the pain will stay there for longer. What I'm more scared of is blood clot. Anyway, think won't be that serious.

I will be going to Tan Tock Seng Hospital next Friday morning to do a thorough body checkup. Will have everything checked once and for all. However, I still hope that everything will be fine.

Soon it's time to turn in, once again thanks for all the concern that all my friends gave to me. I am so honoured to have friends like you all.

love goes around | 11:09 PM