I Think I'm In Love With You

Sunday, March 15, 2009

My weekend was, well, a very normal weekend. Nothing fun, nothing special happen.

Went to work yesterday morning. Was doing my designs for the leaflets for my colleagues and my office and finished it yesterday, just before afternoon. As Mr. Goh came to look for my boss in the afternoon, I followed them to lunch nearby after worth.

Both of them followed my car for lunch and had a sumptuous meal. Thanks to my boss for offering me with a vehicle to drive. Even though I have to pay quite some things along the way (seasons parking, road tax, petrol, ERP, servicing). Wohoo, think I'll have to spend more every month already.

Anyway, went to bookstores before I head to my grandpa's house at around 5.30pm. Well, although I didn't talk much at my grandpa house, but being able to see him after so long is really a great feeling.

Shortly after, I headed to my friend's (Ranj) house at Clementi for a small get together session. I have to say, I like their food, especially the vegetable. Cool. Well, as typical indians, and their culture upbringings, they really serve their guest very well. Felt a bit wierd though. But the chat was great!!!

Today, I stayed home the whole day. Well, feeling quite wierd staying home the whole of Sunday. After I do some of the design for the flyer, and do some of the website thingy (which after awhile I find myself a bit lazy to do it anymore), I stopped all work and started watching the Taiwan Drama Series - ToGetHer.

Well, what's more? I love watching Taiwan Drama series, and am always engrossed and very into the story of the show. Nonetheless, I will always be quite moody after watching all the show and well, will be thinging about things that I should again, which makes myself feeling kinda down.

Sianz. But then, I like watching such show, still.

i also watched a Korean show just before I watch the Taiwan show online. Watching the Korean show gives me a lot od feeling towards relationship. I didn't see the title of the Korean show, but well, I find this show quite nice, though.

Sometimes I feel, why should one person be together with a person he/she does not like/love. Just because of being guilty? Or just because one person is lonely and needed love out of a sudden? Or maybe the person wants to show and prove to herself that she can be happy even when she is with someone who love her more than she do. At times, I'll reflect on myself. I knew I have done some wrong decision previously, and I knew that I have done a right decision recently. Few days ago, I did some crazy thing again and decided not to ponder over the work relationship anymore. Hence, tried my best to be buried in work and all, but everytime when the sky turns dark, I'll find myself feeling so empty and lonely.

Tried scrolling down my phonebook to find someone for dinner seems s difficult. Everyone seems to be drifting away from me. Maybe it's myself. I am trying to drift away from everyone else. I don't want to do anything. I want to be busy everyday, so that I won't think of anything.

My friends, don't ask me what happen to me, don't ask me if he did reply, don't ask me anything about him, coz I want to forget about it, about him, everything related to him. If you all want to, just maybe ask me out for a drink, make me laugh more and happier.

No matter what, i still want to say "THANK YOU" to all who cares about me and actually bothers to even take leave to accompany me (you know who you are). Thanks a lot for being there for me. You made me smiled, at least for that moment.

love goes around | 8:32 PM