I Think I'm In Love With You

Thursday, January 01, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! MAY THE YEAR AHEAD BE A WHOLE LOT BETTER FOR ALL!!!

Had a wonderful night at the Resort @ East Coast Park yesterday night. Thanks to Karen for the effort to plan and organise it, it brings back so many old school memories.

We've had BBQ as well as soup based steamboat session. I hardly touched on the BBQ food as I wasn't feeling quite well already, hence better don't take heaty food. Brought along the steamboat cooker and started cooking my udon and some of the mushrooms and small corn.

After cooking for like 1 hour, finally my soup based dinner is cleared. Hope that it taste good enough.

Had some beer, hard liquor (a bit) and red wine after sending off year 2008.

Initially wanted to pop our sparking juice, but all thanks to Bryan's itchy hand, we cannot pop the bottle of sparkling juice. Hence, we open the bottle before counting down and pour out the drinks in cups to cheers together.

After that was a whole lot of fun (at least from those who enjoyed). Whole lot of sparkling sticks and thanks to Karen to buy me my favourite Bubble to blow. So happy to see so many bubbles around me.

There after, some of us just sat outside talking and drinking the alcohol together while the rest are inside the room playing the Wii that Zisheng brought.

Didn't drink a lot actually for last night as no one brought Vodka for me to drink. Sad~~ Weixiang brought Chivas (1/3 bottle) and Gin (3/4 bottle). That's all. I thought he brought Vodka with him, but later at night then I realise he didn't hav Vodka. So we were like drinking beer all the while (Carlsberg & Heniken). I think I drank quite a few cans of beers at the end of the day and finished up all the red wines that was opened. Still not gone. Argh~~

Woke up this morning at 11am to get ready to check out the room. I was sleeping under the air-con and it was - COLD!!! After clearing all the stuff, we transport all the things to the van (thanks to young Boss for the van) and waiting for Karen to check out the room. She took quite some time to check out and hence I drove out to the area nearer to the entrance so that she don't need to walk so far to the van.

While waiting for Karen, I saw something that I should and makes me felt so disappointed. I hope my eyes played tricks on me, but I was pretty sure it was him. I saw him smoking. The ever perfect person in my mind, smokes. Oh my god, I really can't believe it. I was so shocked that I asked Weixiang "he smokes?" Not too sure if he is awake, he give me that "huh" answer and I turn away without bothering to repeat myself.

I was so affected by it all the way. Even when we were having our brunch, playing games, etc. He admitted that he smokes. And yes, it really affected me a lot on my trust, my opinion, my view on him. I felt so disappointed. But at least he is honest to me that he admitted but, but still. He is becoming more and more like a stranger to me. It's scary when people changed, isn't it?

My first day of 2009 is ruined my this breaking news. Thought that a new year will be a new beginning for me, but why let me know such things on the first day of 2009? I hate the reality. I shouldn't trust anyone anymore. I have known to much that I didn't know. The trust I have in all people, seems like it's all plain trust of mine, only.

love goes around | 4:47 PM