Monday, December 01, 2008
Having my home cooked lunch now, thus have some time to blog while I am chewing on my fried rice. (Thanks mum for the delicious fried rice)
Anyway, having a bad dry cough this few days which caused myself to have a super manly and sexy voice. My cough is getting worst. Sigh.
I made a strong and hard decision yesterday, which started a new life again. But this decision makes me felt full of guilt and unforgiveness to myself. I'm sorry to you for what I've done, but I think this is the best for both of us, now and in future.
After I've made that vast decision did I know that I'm really need that person with me all. What does it means when you don't even feel anything when your life is refreshed? Does it means that it's just barely a rely on that someone else?
But whatever it is, I have done this decision and thought through seriously because I want a good future, a birght future, and most importantly a future that I can always rely on and be happy about. I hope I didn't make a wrong decision.
Hope I can get the support from people around me.
love goes around | 1:30 PM