I Think I'm In Love With You

Sunday, January 13, 2008

DAMN!!!! No idea why my mood suddenly felt so foul, so bad. Just don't have the mood to do anything.

I should have started on my project assignment tonight and I just don't have the mood to do so. Argh~ what happen to me?? Am I getting sick, or is it barely just me and my emotions playing pranks on me.

Idiotic.

Went to watch a movie just now. As I wanted to catch a movie, and after browsing through the movie list, I didn't found any which interest me much other than "Linger" starred by Vic Chou and Li Bing Bing. It was a nice show indeed if you continue to watch through. The beginning of the show may seems uninteresting but soon after you will get the story line and of course, the flow of the story cames in slowly.

Cherish your love ones why they are around. You will not have chance to do so if they are gone, and the scariestr thing is you won't know when they will be gone. Life is unpredictable. So do whatever you should when you are alive and leave no regrets in future.

Went yo eat some light supper after that but didn't have the appetite. Don't know what have gone wrong with me. Probably I need another round of a drink, Weixiang want to be a victim again?? Haha.

On my way home, saw many semi detached houses and bungalows. Suddenly a thought came over to my mind. When will i be able to live into such houses? In Singapore, I understand than being able to live into such housing isn't easy, and needless to say if anyone can afford to live into such housing are sure someone who are capable of it. Then I think again, if I am able to live into such housing, I will never let my parents suffer anymore. They must lead a good life in future, and not lead the life they are having now all the way till they grow old.

My goal for the year will be first to clear all my modules and get my certificate so that I can get a decent salary for my qualifications and experience. Then by end of the year, I will aim to get at least a small vehicle so that I can drive my parents around when they need.

After which, I will save up more money and save up enough to buy a house big enough to hold me and my parents, and that means that my parents will not need to work anymore.

So I must work towards my goal from now on. Earn more money, lots of money and give my parents a good life.

Well, Chinese New Year is round the corner, and I still can't feel it coming even with all the Chinese New Year decorations around. Think I'm numb to Chinese New Year already. Nothing much to do, and all I must do is to visit relatives and sit in their house doing nothing. Frankly, I feel its quite a waste of time, other than the ang bao collection. Sigh, have yet to get any new clothes and shoes for the New Year. But at least, my room is clean in advance and I really like the feel of my room now. So clean, so empty, everything seems to be in place. I'm loving it! Haha.. Promoting for McDonalds. Haha.

Right, since I can't sleep now, think I'll start to watch the show that Weixiang burn for me ages ago "One Liter of Tears" and make myself cry a bit before I sleep. I know too well of myself that when I'm not in the good mood, I need a good cry to relax myself a bit. Haha.

Tomorrow will be a better day and I'll have to start my project assignment tomorrow. Bored~~

Till then, take care.

love goes around | 12:40 AM