I Think I'm In Love With You

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Was home extremely early today cos finish meeting my clients early. So happy to be home early, can do so many things plus can rest more. Think I should get myself a car, it's so easy and fast travelling with a car from Woodlands to Ubi (even if there's a jam). But I've got no money to buy a car. Sob Sob~ Pray hard that I can win a car soon, wahahaha.. Big Money!! Big Money!!

Alright, I was asked to fix and connect the wire from the CCTV cameras from my office to the DVR in my office (don't know since when I become a technician of my MD). But well, it isn't too difficult to connect actually, and what's more? He wants me to teach him how to use. Luckily I've gotta go meet clients in the afternoon, so I skip the teaching part, dislike teaching people things and imagine that I will have to train my sales person next time.. Gosh~~ Don't even dare thinking about it.

While I was doing my marketing plan, I was called in by my MD and he said he have a massive task for me and the admin executive to do and all must be done by end of this week. I have to draft letter to the MCST to bring awareness to them as well as promote our products. we have to send it to about 2000 people and we have to do it by end of the week. Sigh.

Next week, I'll have to do the letter for different industries and all in all, I have to send to about 4000 clients. God~~ There goes my whole 2 weeks man.

Went to meet 2 customers with my Business Development Manager (Ray) just now in the afternoon and it was indeed and experiencing trip. Like I say, following his is good cos he really teaches you a lot of things and will not bombard you with all information at one time. Like he told my MD that I am not those technology savvy they of person, it takes time for me to pick up. Thank for helping me talk ya. Hee~

He wanted me to help him do a powerpoint as he think powerpoint is a better marketing tools than any thing else coz people just click and can see already, but I think our MD don't agree with it. Well, my MD always like that la.

I have to follow him to meet another client in the morning at International Road tomorrow as well as draft out the letter for the mass sending to the targetted people. Gotta bring my "mi ji" to work tomorrow. Haha.

Finally I can go check out my friendster and all. Sometimes, I just don't understand why some people just like to cancel away my name as one of his friends. Am I should irritating that I can't even be in your friendster list? Last time was like that, now another one. Must these people be so cruel and heartless to do such things? I don't like you it's the fact, but there isn't a need to do all those things what? Of course not forcing you to do anything you don't like, but I really really felt so sad that my friend, that I cherish dearly did this to me. Although I'll not like you at this point of time, doesn't mean that I didn't want to be a friend of yours.

Didn't want to get into a relationship right at this moment as I'm not prepared to also wrong? I don't want to experience another break up and all. I had enough of all these. I just want a stable relationship now and I want to make sure that this time round I'll hold on till I get marry. Sometimes, it really take 2 hands to clap and do wonders. I know I break quite a few people's heart and I'm utterly sorry about what I've done. I didn't want to do hurtful things to anyone and yet I did. This is also one of the reason why I don't want to get into a relationship now, until I'm very sure of what i want, cos i didn't want to hurt anyone anymore. Hurting people isn't good and getting hurt by people is even worst.

I do understand the feeling cos I experience countless times but if hurting the person can make the person stop liking you and having hope on you, and you know doing so will make him die heart and not put in so much love on you when you ain't prepared, I believe it's worth. Why? Cos it makes the pain lesser and the hurt is shorter.

If I did anything wrong and did anything sorry to anyone, I'm really really sorry and I sincerely apologise.

love goes around | 7:34 PM