This blog is for the special someone. I don't know whether you will know it's you or not but well, it;s the first time I blog for you here.

Anyway, thanks for loving me so much and trying to care for me much. I know you are trying so so so hard to win back my heart but I'm really sorry that I am really not prepared for another relationship so soon. I really don't need a boyfriend right at this moment.

You may say I don't trust love anymore or don't have confidence in the word "love" anymore but I really need time to settle myself down and really think of what I really want before I go for it. I really have no idea what I want now, and no idea what is the best for me now.

I know it's hurting and very bad to keep rejecting you and all but I really can't bluff myself, can't bluff you, with my feelings. I really have no feelings for you, I really don't want to hurt you further.

I may not be the best choice for you. And you may one day find someone you will regard as better than me a million times, which will not hurt you and made you live in misery and all. I'm really not worth your wait, I'm no decent lady. I'm flirt, very flirt. Really. So, keep away from me. Don't plant any love seeds in me, coz I don't want you to regret.

I once love you a lot, and I admit, it's really really a lot. But now, the feeling just disappear, totally. I have no idea why but it ust went off. Now my heart no longer feels, it's as dead as the corpse, as cold as the ice, numb with no more feelings.

Don't force me to make a decision now coz I really can't make a decision. Really.

Do take good care of yourself, alright. We can't be couples now, but I'll always regard you as my friend, someone dear to me, someone who truly love me (just that I don't have the luck to have your love, not fortunate enough for people to love me so much).

Once again, thanks for loving me so deep, I am really quite touched by the way you love me, but I really can't accept you. The more you love me the more I can't accept you. How am I going to accept someone who love me so much when I don't even have feelings for you?

Trisa a.k.a. SaSa
15th December 1984
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B.S. of Arts in Mass Comm - OCU



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