Friday, January 12, 2007
I'm in deep shit! My depression and mood swing came back to haunt me again. I simply just hate it. No idea why. Is it due to the rainy weather?? I doubt so, but I have no other reasons to back my depression and mood swing already.
Had a small fight with someone quite dear to me to yesterday night. I have no idea why I'll get so mad and disappointed but how the person reacts really means a lot to me. Well, enough of yesterday's matter, it's over so let bygones be bygones.
I wanted to be like before, everyday happy happy, everyday cheerful, not like now, everyday moody, people see my face now also will feel moody.
Guess to prevent making people moody, I'll lock myself home for the time being, till I can face the people outside and not make them moody, then will I choose to go meet up with them. Even if I wana go out, I'll go out alone, not going to ask anyone to accompany or what. Just need some time alone.
Don't have the feel to blog now. Think I'll end here, before everyone reading this gets moody, then I'll be the culprit.
love goes around | 4:02 PM