I Think I'm In Love With You

Thursday, November 09, 2006

A brand new start of my brand new life. I did something to hurt someone which I always didn't want to. Yesterday marks an end to my 1 years 9 months to be relationship with Moo. I didn;t know how to bring this topic up initially as I really didn't want to hurt him, as the same time see him sad.

After telling him that, he understand everything. He know it's not fair to make me hold on to the relationship when he isn't putting in enough to maintain the relationship. He even felt guilty for all the things done.

To me, nothing is to be guilty and sorry about. There are always right and wrong. What is done is done, just learn from it. We promise each other that we are still friends. I can hear from the other end of the phone that he is so worried that we will not be friends after we split. Well, I'm not this kind of person. He promise to be strong and I really hope he does. I don't want home to be sad. I really sorry Moo, I really think it's the best to split up now, as I see no future in holding on to a relationship like this. I'll keep what I promise, and you should also, ok?

Working now and I'm dozing off any minute from now. There are a few volunteers helping to count the donation tickets for "MILK" funds. They are super "LOUD". Getting irritated by them.

Later will be going for a full run through rehearsal for the concert tomorrow. Hope it will be a successful one, although I don't really have faith in it. But no doubt, all the best to NYP Symphony Orchestra.

Will be home late. Mum getting worried that I everyday return home late as she claimed that there are more foreign workers living around our area and it's not safe for a gal like me to go home all alone, taking the lift and walking back home. Well, I didn't want to reach home so late, but I can't help it due to my band rehearsal. If not for thr rehearsal, I'll have reached home before 9pm. I'll return home early from next week onwards, alright?? Mum, don't worry, I'll be fine. I'll take care of myself.

This morning, had an exciting experience on the MRT Train. There was fighting in the train. Imagine, fighting in the train. First time I saw this incident happening in train. It involved one man (Chinese, a bit insane, at his mid 40s) and another man (Malay, at his mid 40s too). The Malay just sat on his seat doing nothing when suddenly this chinese man stood up and walk towards the malay man and mummered something (which I don't understand a single word). After about 5-10 minutes, the chinese man started the fight when the passenger press the emergency red button above the train door. I was sleeping and was woken up by the sudden noise caused by that man. Didn't see much but that was the first tim I see the red button been pressed and everything was udnrer controlled.

I can say that the MRT Staffs are very efficient and they know how to handle the situation very well. I am amazed. At the subsequent station, there are still staffs at the door to stand by and see if there are any more problem in the cabin or not.

It's definately a rare and once in a lifetime experience. Haha. Alright, gotta go back to my work now. If not cannot finish.

love goes around | 2:50 PM