I Think I'm In Love With You

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

At work now, do my blog entry before I head for my lunch.

Sunday - 19/11/2006

Went for KTV session with Ho again. That's why I said, I have this habit of going for singing session every week, it's not good for my pocket but I can't control myself, it's a crave. We sang in the hall area. Quite alright, at least I'm getting use to singing in hall, it's not that scary after all.

For the first one and a half hour, there wasn't anyone singing in the hall, so we had the whole hall to ourselves. Just continued singing. After that, people start coming in. Two guys can in, chit chat very long before tehy dedicate their songs. But the guy who sang has good vocal. Have some flavour of Jacky Cheung. The other group is two girls, and the girl who sang have a very manly voice, more manly than me. I thought my voice quite man already, but she wins over me. Cool~ But then, she sing out of tune. Sigh. We sing until 7 plus before rushing home, as how wants to catch the TV series.

Went home and cook noodles for myself to eat before I start typing the answer to my Grammar and Concision Exercise.

Monday - 20/11/2006

Woke up very early today. Met up with Ho again to go SIM. Puzzled to see SIM here right? Yes, I really went to SIM. I quite like that campus, so many study benches and obviously bigger than my school (MDIS). My purpose was to finish up my 5-7 pages assignment. I reach SIM at 9am, coz Ho have lesson from 9am - 12pm. So accompanied him go school, then he went for his lesson and I do my own work.

After his lesson, he can by and he started mugging on his books and lecture notes. Hardworking guy. Met up with my FR8 ex-colleague, my 庆宏小弟 to discuss with him about videographer, photographer and recording man for my 7 Jan's concert. Discuss awhile and found out the quotations, and have to discuss it with Eric.

After that, went to the Atrium to meet Salleh to get the Caribbean Hideaways as he is going overseas and won't be back until 27 Nov. Will have to give it out on Sat, which means I have to bring the score to exam with me. Sigh.

After that, we left SIM at 5pm then went to West Mall for some food (coz we never eat the whole day). After eating, went back to Woodlands coz Ho have tuition at 6.30pm.

The whole day wasn't too bad, just that I was quite tiring.

Moo smsed me today again. I know he felt depressed again. It's making me feeling very sick and tired about it. I have no idea why he became so demoralise out of a sudden. I don't know if it's the cause of our spliting or what, but I'm totally irritated by him telling he is feeling depressed and everything. Come on, he is an adult and still doesn't know how to think. Always need me to counsel him and plan things for him, scold him then he will start his brain working. How long can I counsel him? How long can I look after him like my brother? Sigh. I so scared that he will do foolish things to himself, and I'll be the main victim. Shit man. Why am I tangled into all these nonsense?? I just want a peaceful life, a guy whom knows how to cherish me, love me and dote me. That's all. Not too demanding right?

Tuesday - 21/11/2006

I totally have no feelings for Moo now. My heart really died. He is really behaving like a kid to me, a never grown up kid. I can't find where is my heart now.

Even if I and looking towards someone now, I still won't get into a relationship. It's too fast to get into another relationship now. What will people think. I know this person that I am towards do care and concern about me a lot and I thank him, but then I really have no idea is it coz he can't get me that's why he is so concern about me. I know he isn't coz he is always so nice to me, always protecting me so much. I really like him. But, now is still not the right time. So confused.

Alright, think enough of all my complains and grumbling. I'll go for my lunch now. Hungry.

love goes around | 12:44 PM