I Think I'm In Love With You

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Am so hungry again, but have yet went for my lunch. Didn't want to go lunch with my colleagues, didn't really like eating out with them coz they always go to places which sell food that are so expensive. Like that, no matter how much I earn, will never be enough to cover my expenses.

I didn't went to band practice yesterday. Well, it's the first time that I actually skip practice during the week of rehearsals. I have no idea why I will do so but I just don't have the heart to go back for practice. Suddenly have a feeling of not going back to NYP for practice, just don't like the feeling.

Went for KTV session at around 8.45pm yesterday at Yishun Safra. Ho can fetch me and Hong up before driving over to pick up Karen. Told Hong that we should have turn left after the traffic light and he insisted going straight, causing Ho to drive all the way far into Yishun. Therefore, in the end we got to U-Turn back and pick up Karen again. Sorry Ho for wasting your precious petrol. =(

After picking up Karen, we headed to Yishun Safra for our KTV session. My mind was totally blank when I was in the room, no idea what song to sing, and my voice sounded so disgusting. Sigh.

Enjoyed listening to Ho singing, REALLY! Especially Eason's song. After singing so many times with him, really make me fall in love with his singing. SHIT!! Ho, hope that the KTV session didn't bore you too much.

After KTV, he was generous to send all of us home. Thanks Ho. Of course, I'm the last coz Ho and me stay just a road away from each other. Haha.

After bathing, I went online and chatted with Ho till 3.30am. Super long never chat online till so late already. Hmmm... I always enjoy chatting online, no idea why. I promise you that I'll sleep early and drink more more water k?? Don't nag at me anymore.

(Remember to apply something onto your ulcer, if not will take some time to heal. You know who you are lah. )

I having stupid ideas again. Sigh. Don't know what I should do.. Am I really giving up on the relationship I'm currently having?? I'm really enjoying life now. I admit that I am a person who cannot stay long without a relationship, after that stupid relationship with WX. And I think through, really feel that I have move in to a relationship too soon after I broke up with WX, that why I'm now suffering. I wanted something more, and I know that I'm getting more and more demanding but we can't stay stagnant and do nothing. Sigh, what should I do?? I don't want to hurt anyone and I don't want anyone to hurt me. Argh. Am going crazy.

Nevertheless, thanks for that someone for the concern that you showered me during this period, you know who you are la.

love goes around | 12:10 PM