I Think I'm In Love With You

Thursday, September 28, 2006

No more work for me for these two weeks. Finally I am able to rest well at home and gain back all my sleep. Next week on, I will have to go learn my driving again, end of next month, I'll have to go for another practical test, really hope I can pass this time round.

On Monday, I went for an outing together with my FR8 colleague, or should I say all of us are the temps there. Haha. After waiting for everyone to arrive at Somerset MRT Station (I'm the 2nd last.. Oppx).. we headed to Cafe Cartel to have our dinner...

After that we headed to our singing session at Orchard Party World, which we had so much fun over there. It's like a rock star concert, with comedy scent in it. Wahaha. I laugh till my tears drop continuously. It was a whole lot of fun, and how I wish it doesn't end so soon.

Am really looking forward to the next outing with them man, they are really a fun bunch of people whom makes my day wonderful. Thanks guys.

Yesterday, Moo sms-ed me that he can't attend band practice this Sat due to recall. Sigh, what can I do? All I can say is ok. Shortly after, don't know if I'm moody or what (think I'm not coz I didn'y vent any anger on him), I sms-ed him saying I have a feeling that we are drifting apart and I have no idea why, is it because we seldom meet out other than band. He feels the same way too, and he was thinking and pondering with solutions.

Till night, I still didn't get any cool solutions from him, therefore I sms-ed him again asking him after pondering for a while, is there any solutions out?? I can see that he didn't see my sms coz he didn't reply. This time round, I wasn't even angry that he didn't reply, no idea why, just doesn't have any feelings.

Today, he sms-ed me asking if I am free on tues to go for lunch?? I haven't replied him with any answer yet. Hoping he will remember to sms me again to ask me the same question again, so that I can see that he really care in meeting me.

Shortly after, he sms me say he was accused by some uncle that he still someone's phone. I was so pissed when I see that message from Moo. I know very well that he is not those who will steal people's mobile phone. I know him too well. He is to timid to do so, or shall I say he always go by the book. I believe in him, as long as he didn't do it, he won't be scared. Nothing to be scared of. I'm really pissed with that idiot uncle who accuse people, he will sure nt have good days ahead man, be guilty whole life man until you apologise.

Moo told me he feel sick today. Sigh. It's time for you to take care of yourself Moo. I can't be always by your side, and always tell you how to take care of yourself. you have to be independent.

Mum went for a ear checkup at TTSH today and I was glad that my mum's ear was fine. God blessed her. Such a good mother deserves anything better. God will always bless good people and I believe so too.

Cousins around me are getting married and pregnant one by one and now it seem like I'm the next one that my family member will look upon in marriage. Gosh~ I had urge of getting married but I'm not prepared to move on to the next stage, as really don't know whether the guy I'm with now is the one that could live on with for life. Of course, no doubt in my heart no he is, but at times I doubt my instinct, he is too undecisive, and really have no future plans for himself, certainly I can't marry a guy like that. We need time.

One of my cousin got pregnant overseas and they had only been through ROM. She had a degree from SIM where she borrowed money from reletives to persue. Not long after her graduation, she follow her husband-to-be to US i think as he is outstation there permanently, and there goes her cert. She went there for about 2 or 3 years I guess, and she didn't work there. Life is good of course, but what's the use of the bachelor cert after so many years of non-working life, and now she is pregnant. All the hard work she put in studying for this cert will have gone down the drain just like that, wasting all the money.

I mustn't be like her. I must be a successful person whom earns well enough for myself and my family before I'll get into consideration for marriage. I'll not go in to marriage if I'm not ready financially. Never.

Saw from someone's blog that someone is going for a trip to some places. I'm not jealous about people going for trip as I would want to go for a trip myself, but I just don't understand why someone who said that the house having difficulties financially can go for a trip which costs about $200 over. Shouldn't this someone save up the money to help out the house financially rather than going for a trip which cost $200. Although it's not a lot I could say but still, $200 can do a lot. Can at least survive for about a month of allowance, a mth of transportation fees, etc. Money is to be used wisely.

love goes around | 11:20 PM