This few days, I felt that I'm having mood swing. I have no idea why. I seldom have this type of feeling, and of course, sledom have mood swing, but don't know why, this few weeks I'm feeling very vexed, very unhappy, very upset. Am I in the midst of getting into a depression? Oh god, hope I'm not.

I think I'm feeling a sense of insercurity. I really don't know why. I don't know if I am having a higher expectation or is just because I felt a sense of feeling neglected. All I need is some love and concern from someone I endure, and someone I cherish. I only hope that my love and concern for him will have some return for me.

Am I really not good enough?? Am I really very demanding?? Am I really so irritating?? Am I really so petty?? Am I? Am I? Am I? I have so many questions and doubts floating in my mind, awaiting for someone to assure me with an answer that will give me some assurance.

I really love you darling, but why are you always so cold towards me?? I have done all I can for you, and I really tried my very best to change myself just for you. All I ask for is just for you to be a bit better to me?? To return my message to me so that I won't be so worried and think wild. Is it so difficult?

I'm really very tired about all this. Can I don't be the one who is always initiating and planning all the outings and meetings?? Can I don't always be the one who do the messaging?? Can you sometimes do something first before me??

I'm really going crazy very soon. I think I'm really falling too deep into the relationship. I really feel very uneasy without him around me. I didn't want to rely so much on him, but I can't control myself. I really can't.

Argh!!! Why am I so useless?? I was such an independent girl before,I can live without anyone around me and yet I can't oo anything now. Where is that independent girl gone to??

Trisa a.k.a. SaSa
15th December 1984
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