Monday, August 14, 2006
I dun understand why some people just don't learn from mistake(s). Already know it's something not to be made again but still, continues to make the mistakes. Why can't this people just learn from mistakes they made and learn the lesson from it.
I'm getting rather pissed with this someone, don't think I'll state who is this person (for those who know will know), let's name this person 'A'. 'A' knows that he have and he had made the mistakes, and this mistakes have been make over and over again, but why? Why didn't he just try harder to learn from the mistakes. All I need is some response when it's needed, at least I'll feel better getting notice and getting assured. 'A' knows that I hate it when I sms him and I have told him a lot of times that I didn't like it when I sms and no reply is given to me, it just make me feel like I'm a fool. It's repeated today again, and I told him if he didn't want to meet me, he can just tell me he doesn't want to meet me, or say next time, but why ignore my sms and just treat it as nothing had happen?
The last time was also the same. Asked if he would want to meet up and told him to plan something to do as I have always been doing the planning all this while. After a long time, he didn't even reply or sms me, even when he didn't know where to go. I was super angry and was boiling when I heard that. I should be angry with him, and I did and therefore when I met him the next day, I didn't talk much while shopping together with him, to show my unhappiness. But ismy blood rises when he said he wanted to go home and just left me at Bugis and when home. How can a guy just leave a girl alone at a shopping centre and return home without even making sure she is alright. Well, for that, I might be a bit petty as I brought forward the anger from previous day to that day itself, so I apologised and forgive him, giving him another chance. But yet again, the same mistake was made and it's really very heart torning to have someone treating myself like that.
What should I do. I have always cherish him so much, why can't he just give me some little respect and cherish me as much as I cherish him. I really doesn't want our relationship to turn sour just because of these incident but these incident have already make me feel very tired and upset. What should I do??
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