I Think I'm In Love With You

Monday, August 21, 2006

After some time, finally I have recovered from my mood swing and my mixed feeling. First of all, thanks to all who have show their concern to me, asking me if I'm alright and if I'm okay, thanks folks, you rocks.

After experiencing all these, I realise that sometimes, when a person who have mood swing and mix feeling, they should sit down and think through, is it worth having that they of unhappiness. I did, and I told myself, why should I be so bothered by all the things that happen when someone don't even bother that much. When should I be the one getting upset and making myself unhappy alone here when someone might be out there happily gathering with their friends and stuff. I know I a person who can get over things fast, but also put the thoughts in my mind for a long time. I'll remember bad things, unhappy memories for sometime before I forget. I know I shouldn't be practicing that. Well, I am trying to change it already, since being alive in this universe, we should stay happy as we won't know what will happen tomorrow. Who knows if I could wake up the next morning after I turn in tonight. Everything are so unexpected, it's life, nothing can be predicted.

Alright, enough of all those big philosophy of mine, let's move to the weekend that just pasted.

Wow, I had a wonderful and happening weekend I should say. The first time I step into Ministry of Sound (MOS) and that place was nice, but a bit too noisy, a bit too smoky and a bit too crowdy for a person like me. Well, should I say I seldom club, and I should say it's the first time I really club, as I'm a pubber (I pub and drink, and not club and dance, haha). Went in there, and well, got influenced and dance a bit, Alright I'm not used to dancing while clubbing, so spare me k?? But after that night, I find that I can actually move my body to the music more. Initally I don't dance if I do go clubbing, just not used to it.

Having my chance to step into MOS, I can conclude that I prefer Dbl O more. Haha. Or rather, I prefer pubbing more. But that doesn't mean that I will not go clubbing, if the people who asked me to go clubbing with are people whom I'm comfortable with, I won't mine. Haha.

Today, I went for a swim after so long not going for a swim. I actually swam a few lapse (est. 5-6 lapse), which I seldom do so previously. Now I understand why people who rather swim "Frog Style" rather than "Free Style", because "Frog Style" doesn't use up so much stregth as compared to "Free Style". Cool. I'll go for swim more often, but I hate getting tan due to the UV Rays. Yuckz. Should buy some sunblock to prevent myself from getting dark. Seeing myself having two colours, I can cry, which I nearly did so when I saw my two tones on my body today. Haha.

Currently, I'm having my study break, as well as my vacation. Will have it all the way until 6 Oct 06. Have been looking for temporary jobs to earn some money as well as kick some of my free time, which normally I'll do nothing at home. Well, i'm a workaholic, therefore I will never complain about working, even if it's long hours (only if I enjoy my work of course). Have send some resume out today too, hopefully I'll get some good news from them tomorrow so that I am able to commence work soon and earn big money. Muhahah.

Alright, time to proceed on to my assignments, before I have not enough time to do again. Haha. Update all of you again.

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