I Think I'm In Love With You

Monday, July 24, 2006

I'm having mixed feelings now. Have no idea why I have such feeling now also.

This week, I'll be super broke. Why? Because I have to learn my driving, and this week I'll have to learn 3 times. Just have one this morning, and I'll be having my next lesson, so called my last lesson on Wednesday, before i go for my war ground. Friday will have to go for my last round of circuit early in the morning at 6a.m. How to wake up man!! With each lesson taking up 3 hours and circuit at $18, I'll have to pay $90 for a lesson when I'm learning driving together with circuit. By the end of the week, I'll have paid $232 already. Really hope I'll pass my practical. It's a damn waste of money.

Today was the first time I drive till 70km/hr when I'm still put on 'L' Plate. We was rushing to Ubi for the circuit at 10a.m. and I was late today for lesson. I only reach at 9.10a.m. and once I reached, I'm told to drive fast coz if not I'll be late for my circuit. So I have to drive very fast, and the first time I used up to gear 5. Haha. Was rather shiok. On my way back to Woodlands, I have already get used to the fast driving and I automatically drive very fast at 70 km/hr. Haha.

Was super tired today as I have to wake up unwillingly yesterday for band practice and sleep very very late at near to 4a.m. that very night as I was talking to Karen as she is feeling down wirh some problem in her family (not convenient to tell and am not going to tell even if you kill me). Glad that she is better today, and I really hope that I could help her, but I think I didn't. Sigh.

Hey Eileen, you are much much better than before, than the time I saw you at the MRT Station. back then, I was so so worried that you will collapse. Now, I'm relieved that you have got back on our feet and live on with your life. Suddenly, I felt there was some invisible wall between us, maybe it's because we have not meet up for so long and we tend to have no idea where we should start talking. Haha. I really hope we could go chill out together and talk craps together. Haha. Suddenly remembered, there was once during poly that we wanted to go Escape but it was closed and after that, we never been there. I really really hope we, as in our gang can go escape together and play like small kids. Haha. Can we?? Wahah.

Lastly, I don't know why I have such feeling that I have a gap with my darling also. I have no idea what happen, but there is this gap between us. Sigh. I hope we could be closer, and I hope our relationship can be made stronger. I don't want anything to happen to it, coz I really put all my heart and life into this relationship. Don't forget you said you are treating me to Souel Garden and movie. I'll remember it for life until you did it. Hee. Love Ya.

love goes around | 11:10 PM