I Think I'm In Love With You

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Hardly have enough time for myself this few weeks, and I believe fot the next few wekks, it will be the same. I have too many thing to settled and everything just come right at about the same time.

First is my assignment which I need to rush and finish it off as I have to submit it by coming Sat and I have yet to finish even half of it. Shit!! Have to rush, rush, rush... After rushing for assignment, I have to revise for my exam, which falls on the same day which I have to submit my assignment. I haven't even touch my lecture notes man. Shit again!!!

Next is work. I need to work coz I have to earn for my own income, my own allowance in order to lighten my parent's burden, which I hardly have enough to use every month. Got to stop work for a week as I need to revise my work. Maybe I'll return back to work after that.

Other than that, I still have to go for my practical driving lessons, which I have to go every week since my test date is drawing near. I want to pass the test once and for all. Don't want to waste money to retake the test again. It's too costly and troublesome.

Next big big problem is the Alumni Band. I understand that our Committee are all very enthusiasitic, and whould like to have a personal concert for the band, but are we prepared enough to have it all to ourselves now?? How prepared are we? How many members do we exactly have now?? How many are committed and are willing to throw away all entertainments and come for practice every week?? Who will be as committeed as I am, which I have no much choice as I am the President.

Sometimes, I really feel very tired of all these type of life I'm having. I hardly have my very own entertainment time. Even when I'm out with friends, I'll have to discuss things about the band, if not that will be my brain full of tonnes and tonnes of brainstorming for the band.

I really really entering into depression very soon. My brain's storage capacity have reached it's limit. Now, everytime I start thinking about band matters, my head starts to spin and I'll get rather irritated.

Falling sick again very soon. Now having flu and cough already, I believe very soon I'll have fever attacking my weak and drain out body, which I have far predicted I will walk into this stage. I'm really feeling very very tired. Too tired till my brain is not working well.

love goes around | 11:11 PM