I Think I'm In Love With You

Friday, June 23, 2006

Finally able to find some time to blog my online diary.

I have been extremely busy and stressed up with a lot of things this two weeks. Initially planned to do my project peacefully for my module this week, but due to all the circumstances that have arised, I don't have the time and mood to do it. Save it! Rather than doing a whole lot of rubbish for my project. Will do it later this week.

First of all, ZiSheng Grandpa just pass away last Thurday night and I went to his wake on Sunday. Was rather affected by all the band matters, therefore I look rather lost and not in the mood. He asked me what happen, how's band and stuff and I felt every worst when he asked that. When I reach, his camp majors were there and their topic were so boring, all about army stuff, which are so dry. After they left, then did ZiSheng talk to me. So sad. He seems like don't even dare to talk to me in front of his majors. It's like I'm just sitting there like a fool! Only after they left didhe talk to me. Humpz.

But I was so so so shocked by his family's cousin. ANd you won't be able to imagine how many cousin he have. Suddenly, all came and seat around me to so a "Family Survey" with me. One person ask one question, and their question are so in depth that sometimes make me don't know how to answer. After they ask me all the question, then I realise that this darling of mine really did very little thing for me. I have tried my best to answer to make him save his face more already.

But at least his family people are all very friendly and fun-loving. It's not stress at all gathering with them. Sometimes seeing them (as in their family) so united, I felt so warmth. My family people are rather diversed and we cousins are all not so close, no as close as they are. So whenever I see them so close, I felt so warmth. How I wish I will have more of this type of cousin to cousin bonding and have more gathering session with my own cousin, which will never happen.

The NYPAW had some unhappiness happened and I really have to have my very own crisis management with them. I was made very upset due to the minor things that had actually arised which could be settled within each personal. Maybe it's my luck and I am so glad that everything have already been settled with the people involved. I assured them and the band that this type of things won't happen anymore, and I'll looking into it as far as I am concern.

Now the only thing that I really hope is that the people involved in this matter will make up and leave all hatres behind them.

On Tuesday, met up with Swee Teng, Jac and Karen at Dohby Ghaut for some catch up and planning for Alumni Band. After having our dinner at Cafe Cartel, we headed to Gelare, to have our Ice-Cream Waffles, as all Waffles on Tuesday are half price. But before reaching Gelare, we went to Sportlight. Initially I wanted to buy cross-stitch thread for ZiSheng to help me do the gift for guest players.

After that, we saw some flowers and thought that we could DIY it as a brooch for the ladies in alumni band. Found a nice grey colour flower and there are limited stock. After a long search and after turning the shop upside down, we couls only manage to fins 15 of it, which we have 17 females for the concert. Searched for it for about half an hour there and still we cannot get the full amount. Display piece are no able to take down also as it's under supplier's advertising cost. Therefore, we change the flower to another which is gold in colour. We bought 30 of it, which would be more than enough for all the members of the NYPAW.

After a long search and after getting hurt by all the flowers due to their wire stick, we decided to pamper ourself to a drink at TCC, as Gelare is closed for the day. I had my Apple Citrus Paradise and shared a piece of Oreo Cheesecake, and the Cheesecake was super nice. Haha.

Everytime I have things related to cheese, I'll think of ZiSheng, coz he likes cheese. Sigh. Sometimes, I just can't help thinking of him. Darling, I really miss you a lot wor, but why you always don't care don't bother??

love goes around | 12:40 AM